Moving Again ♡

My room looks awful... (x_x；)

Everything is in the middle of it! It looks like aliens live in my room... I'm not moving yet but already, everything has to be moved! It doesn't look like a space I live in anymore. It discomforts me to be there. Maybe tonight, I will sleep on the couch... it's like the person I am just packed up and left! But my physical self is still here. Very disconcerting!

Only five more months until my move to Vancouver... It's a much nicer city, and there are greater opportunities there. I can learn more, and I can make new friends that have more similar interests. My city right now is okay, but it has a different atmosphere and mood than what I like. This is a business town... there is no art here. (TωT) I want to go somewhere with more life, more music, more spirit. Soon! I don't have much longer to wait. Even though five months will be short, right now it feels so long.

I had a lot of fun on my birthday!! Karaoke was very fun... also, my "cake" was amazing.

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Wow, it's been a long time since I wrote here.
A lot has changed. I've become a whole different person. I've been working (not at my fashion job, but at another fast-food job, sigh) for almost a whole year. I'm so tired of it. (ﾉ_-｡) I don't want to do this anymore. But aside from being tired of my work. things are much better than they were in April when I last wrote. I can't believe it's been almost a whole year.

I've lost 40 lbs (about 20kg) in the last year... it hasn't been as much as I wanted, but it's a start.
There's still a lot of things I need to work on/focus on before I can see more success. I should start with that today.

Tomorrow I have the day off from work, and I'll probably finish my Christmas shopping. So far I have a perfume and some socks for my mom, a nostalgic Gumby toy for my dad, and a necklace-earring set for my aunt. I still need to get one more present for my dad. I want to get him a golf shirt but I want to get him something that's a similar price to what I got my mom... and... if I spend too much on a golf shirt I have to get her something more too. Ah well. I'll figure something out.

I really want a Pomeranian dog. A black or a black-tan colored one would be the best. I emailed a breeder recently asking them about whether or not they thought me & a Pomeranian would get along well, and that I wasn't interested in buying one for at least the next 3 years. Because until then I'm going to be very busy with studies, running around to different countries, and generally not having the time or money to pamper and care properly for a dog. But I want one, soon.

I'm starting to feel like I'm getting old, because three years doesn't seem that long to me anymore. The past year has just gone by with very little interest or excitement. I hope 2010 will be a way better year for me, but I think it will.
Let's think positively, right?

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So I start my new job tomorrow.
I'm really nervous about it actually... (ﾟｰﾟ;
This is the first time I will ever have worked in anything concerning the fashion world. The interview was tough but I had a great time during it, and I seemed to have made a great impression on the manager... plus, I did really well with my style knowledge for what's going to be in this season, which she also really loved. I'm hoping that I will belong there, because I have to stay there for the next six months to a year... I'm really worried. (^_^;)

I should really go to bed soon... I should try and sleep before I have to get up early tomorrow and get ready to go. *sigh* I'm so nervous about it... But I should try not to let it get to me.
I get to move home in ten days! (^∇^) And my cat is very cute. (*^▽^*)
I guess I should just try and focus on the good, less scary things.