Sometime I don't know which choose is good for myslef,and no brave to take everything by myself.sometime ,I hate myself and wanna kill the body. But still alive for another day,cos' there're someone I love and something I love to do,maybe go to Singapore ,it's a right choice for me now .but who know ,It's fucking mad and confused.
Always.I am the little crying girl,and refused everyone's kindheart. and made mother's heart breaking.
I know that ,I am not a smart girl ,and even stupid,
But now ,I really don't know how to choose.
Singapore or not ?
a lot of money ?
or just stay at here to start with Zero ?
No money ,no life ,no company!
The pain of mine is that I didn't have brave to break it out. And just stay at this company ,get a little money and take every pain and tears.
I know that is stupid .
But , what is it really I need ?