As proving the 3rd Tri Dharma, dedication to the society, we as first grade colleger in Faculty of Art and Design went to Cigondewah in order of pre-initiation from seniors.
we must doing something that makes Cigondewah better. so we did Mural and renewing the soccer field. (･∀･)/
at first, I don't really care about it. I just followed my friends, no initiative. and YES, just wanna be together with my friends and my crush for the last time -before initiation- in first grade.
so then we went to Cigondewah by TRUCK. yes,truck! hahaha very interesting. we all standing under the sunshine. so hot but fun!
we'd stopped by the police. kinda worried but my senior solved it. yes! our journey begins again~
we arrived the I feel WOW hahaha
this is just begins. my stupidity..
we separated in 10 groups. randomly. I just imagine if I could've one group with my crush and my bestfriend of course.
I'm so curious.. until one of my bestfriend get to the group which he's there! omg omg omg
my heart beating faster and faster.
then the senior asked who's not on the group. me and others raised hand. including my other crush, just called him Z. haha
then my crush called my name and Z and he said we're in to HIS group.
OH MY GAWD!!
SO EXCITED SPEECHLESS COULD DIE!!!
it mean I was in group with my best friend, and my crushES. yes BOTH of them! Y and Z woooooooooow
CRITICAL HIT! DOUBLE DAMAGED! <- my bestfriend said it.
no one can described my feeling. no one.
I'm so ON FIRE! my energy is over 200% hahahaha
so that makes me so enjoyed this trip. until something happened on the 2nd day...
when I went Ashar prayer. I met with my friend and talk alot. and her story make me a bit lazy and curious.
my friend told me she's heard that some girls talks about WHO IS GOT CRUSH TO 'Y'?
and my friend told that there are 2 girl, the one is yeah I know it, and the other is described completely towards to me! (((( ;°Д°))))
I don't believe it. I think there's girl that described as their describe who got crush to Y too. but my friend denied it. OH GOD.
my mood decreased. I don't wanna be that girl who was been talk by them. don't talk behind me. JUST TALK IN FRONT OF MY FACE.
uugh... feel so uncomfort! ゛(｀ヘ´#)
and blablabla our journey ends. success!
so we went to campus. go home.
started my stupidity. again..
me and friend waiting for picking up. and there are 2 boys (yes,my friends. and the one is my ex-crush LOL) beside us.
we gossip and blablablah hahaha
until we talked about me which so overjoyed in this trip.
that 2 boys heard us and YES finally they know my CRUSHES.
they were not too surpised but I think other. SILLY ME.. (￣Д￣；；
now I REALLY don't know what to do. FUUUUU!!
hope the boys just think it's just silly gossip and ignored it. finger crossed!! ((ﾟmﾟ;)
I dunno but I feel weird and something must happen next. either is good or not.
don't wanna my past to happen again.
we must doing something that makes Cigondewah better. so we did Mural and renewing the soccer field. (･∀･)/
at first, I don't really care about it. I just followed my friends, no initiative. and YES, just wanna be together with my friends and my crush for the last time -before initiation- in first grade.
so then we went to Cigondewah by TRUCK. yes,truck! hahaha very interesting. we all standing under the sunshine. so hot but fun!
we'd stopped by the police. kinda worried but my senior solved it. yes! our journey begins again~
we arrived the I feel WOW hahaha
this is just begins. my stupidity..
we separated in 10 groups. randomly. I just imagine if I could've one group with my crush and my bestfriend of course.
I'm so curious.. until one of my bestfriend get to the group which he's there! omg omg omg
my heart beating faster and faster.
then the senior asked who's not on the group. me and others raised hand. including my other crush, just called him Z. haha
then my crush called my name and Z and he said we're in to HIS group.
OH MY GAWD!!
SO EXCITED SPEECHLESS COULD DIE!!!
it mean I was in group with my best friend, and my crushES. yes BOTH of them! Y and Z woooooooooow
CRITICAL HIT! DOUBLE DAMAGED! <- my bestfriend said it.
no one can described my feeling. no one.
I'm so ON FIRE! my energy is over 200% hahahaha
so that makes me so enjoyed this trip. until something happened on the 2nd day...
when I went Ashar prayer. I met with my friend and talk alot. and her story make me a bit lazy and curious.
my friend told me she's heard that some girls talks about WHO IS GOT CRUSH TO 'Y'?
and my friend told that there are 2 girl, the one is yeah I know it, and the other is described completely towards to me! (((( ;°Д°))))
I don't believe it. I think there's girl that described as their describe who got crush to Y too. but my friend denied it. OH GOD.
my mood decreased. I don't wanna be that girl who was been talk by them. don't talk behind me. JUST TALK IN FRONT OF MY FACE.
uugh... feel so uncomfort! ゛(｀ヘ´#)
and blablabla our journey ends. success!
so we went to campus. go home.
started my stupidity. again..
me and friend waiting for picking up. and there are 2 boys (yes,my friends. and the one is my ex-crush LOL) beside us.
we gossip and blablablah hahaha
until we talked about me which so overjoyed in this trip.
that 2 boys heard us and YES finally they know my CRUSHES.
they were not too surpised but I think other. SILLY ME.. (￣Д￣；；
now I REALLY don't know what to do. FUUUUU!!
hope the boys just think it's just silly gossip and ignored it. finger crossed!! ((ﾟmﾟ;)
I dunno but I feel weird and something must happen next. either is good or not.
don't wanna my past to happen again.