none of those holidays target such as play HM, watch all the movie and read all yaoi mangascans are reached.
and another sad story is, I still got crush on someone which I told 'crap' in the last blog entry. SIGH. (ﾉ_-｡)
oh. god. why. (´＿｀｡)
can I move on? absolutely yes! but why still I looking for him?
while he is approaching a girl next to him, I'm running behind them reaching for nothing.
pity me.
but lately, I see him not as close as usual with his 'future girlfriend' for me. happy? no.
I don't know how to say this strange feelings. he is so sweet but stupid at the same time.
I want him to think twice about his decision.
I just think he started blind by love. yeah for sure. so dissapointing. ( ￣っ￣)
I will not get mad if the other girl is..... um.... yeah, not like that. not that kind of girl.
why he choose her like there're no other girls in this world?
I don't say why he doesn't choose me. just, why that girl?
grrrrrrr (-_-メ
this is just my point of view. I don't know if I was exaggerating and prejudice him.
hoping this isn't real thing. hoping I could stop liking him. not anymore please.
there are so many reasons for me to stop liking him, but it disappeared everytime I see him.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... (-_＼)(/_-)三( ﾟДﾟ)
no. no. I would not to confess my feeling. it will ruin everything.
yeah, some things are good to keep it in silence.
please brain, will you keep running even if he's in front of us?
slap me with reality!
