again, ohisashiburidesuuu~ long time no seeee~! 
yeahyeah now I'm no longer a student. but I hope I'll be master student. amen!
first of all, for all muslim fellow, Happy Eid Mubarak~! sorry for late post. really, too lazy to open this laptop. what I do everyday just playing games on my phone. but no, I'm not a jobless muehehe
yeah I got the job as a teacher at little 3D course. and yeah, I don't really like it for some reason…. but I must do it. I can't rely on my parent's money and I am not an active college student anymore. aaand, while taking that job, I must search for master program in Japan. yes, in Japan. I think I should try study abroad. my mom said it's OK if it's just summer course or such thing. but I want to start and finish my master program in Japan. after graduate, my lecturer told me some name of design university in Japan and stupidly, I forgot!
if I could remember, one of it was Chiba University, and the other one is somewhere in Nagoya... I don't really sure tho…
I found some and many of those univ. have application form only in Japanese… god, my Japanese just like kindergarten level. so, ganbarimasu! for a better future. study japanese hard!
and because the final project last few months, I often missed japanese class… when other has finished their 6th shou tesuto, I still working on my 3rd. yeah, pretty bad.
and now with somewhat unenjoying teaching at 3D course, I've quite busy schedule. but I hope I can catch up those miss topic and exercises.
this teaching thing, really out of my expectation. I think I could choose which program I will teach, but I need to expert all. I don't mind with autocad and photoshop, you could rely on me. but 3D Max+VRay? come on. only in a month, I must ready to teach thing I don't understand? and I am an interior designer, teach about architectural design? this job I take for killing time at first, now turns to be serious. damn.
since I am never create a photorealistic render, now I must. sigh. really serious. i wish I could resign sigh sigh sigh
but what can I do? what has been done is done. I choose this path, I take the risks. even the salary is so low (really, salary for 1 month, all spent for just buying manga), just believe there's nothing wasted. everything must have its purpose for your life. now think about it, I don't know why the hell I work here
now stop being spoiled brat. just take the job and do it like a professional.
my dream being free man all gone. I don't blame the job, but really, the job's system is unexpected. that makes me regret. but I don't want to take a mon-fri job. I just feel I'm not ready to teach something I don't expert much. thinking about this and my missed japanese class, really spin my head.
now I have some work… see you next time!

yeahyeah now I'm no longer a student. but I hope I'll be master student. amen!

first of all, for all muslim fellow, Happy Eid Mubarak~! sorry for late post. really, too lazy to open this laptop. what I do everyday just playing games on my phone. but no, I'm not a jobless muehehe

yeah I got the job as a teacher at little 3D course. and yeah, I don't really like it for some reason…. but I must do it. I can't rely on my parent's money and I am not an active college student anymore. aaand, while taking that job, I must search for master program in Japan. yes, in Japan. I think I should try study abroad. my mom said it's OK if it's just summer course or such thing. but I want to start and finish my master program in Japan. after graduate, my lecturer told me some name of design university in Japan and stupidly, I forgot!

if I could remember, one of it was Chiba University, and the other one is somewhere in Nagoya... I don't really sure tho…

I found some and many of those univ. have application form only in Japanese… god, my Japanese just like kindergarten level. so, ganbarimasu! for a better future. study japanese hard!

and because the final project last few months, I often missed japanese class… when other has finished their 6th shou tesuto, I still working on my 3rd. yeah, pretty bad.
and now with somewhat unenjoying teaching at 3D course, I've quite busy schedule. but I hope I can catch up those miss topic and exercises.this teaching thing, really out of my expectation. I think I could choose which program I will teach, but I need to expert all. I don't mind with autocad and photoshop, you could rely on me. but 3D Max+VRay? come on. only in a month, I must ready to teach thing I don't understand? and I am an interior designer, teach about architectural design? this job I take for killing time at first, now turns to be serious. damn.

since I am never create a photorealistic render, now I must. sigh. really serious. i wish I could resign sigh sigh sigh

but what can I do? what has been done is done. I choose this path, I take the risks. even the salary is so low (really, salary for 1 month, all spent for just buying manga), just believe there's nothing wasted. everything must have its purpose for your life. now think about it, I don't know why the hell I work here

now stop being spoiled brat. just take the job and do it like a professional.

my dream being free man all gone. I don't blame the job, but really, the job's system is unexpected. that makes me regret. but I don't want to take a mon-fri job. I just feel I'm not ready to teach something I don't expert much. thinking about this and my missed japanese class, really spin my head.

now I have some work… see you next time!
