it's almost October~ 音譜
time to wake up Billie Joe Armstrong, yeah, he said "wake me up when September ends" right? ニコ
haha.



soo, first of all, I finally quit my job as a 3D modelling teacher. yeah yeah yeah. I don't feel comfortable there, like there's something makes awkward situation. and there're something happen at first and I feel like being used, so I quit. now I am a jobless, maybe. ah, I don't wana talk about it. ムカムカ

but now I can concentrate to grow my circle with my friend and make some doujinshi or fanworks. there will be 2 events helds until the end of the year. Bandung Japan Festival in October and MangaFest UGM in November. きらきら!!
last time in Popcon was my first time selling fanworks and yeah as expected, it didn't go well. I even can't pay booth rental fee and hotel with money earned from that. how pity… ガクリ *I know my fanworks are bad but… but….*

but I'll try again on BJF and MangaFest this time. we'll see… and I must create new fanworks. I just have 3 types of fanworks for Popcon. I know I am a bachelor of interior design so my illustration quite sucks. and I supposed to find master program in overseas to continue my study. but I don't feel it right now. and interior master program is quite hard to find. just let it flow~ UFO

and now… soo… I've new(is it new?) celebrity crush right now. I've seen some of his movie before but sorry because the main role is all I see, I didn't notice him lol じゅる・・
he was in both Nana movie, also in Kagen no Tsuki and now from the dorama I started to put an eye on him, Stand Up!!. I was watching Stand Up!! because there's Ninomiya Kazunari. I was recognized him. I know I've saw him before and he's cute. and after some episodes, I started to feel something grow in my chest lol. sorry Nino haha ぺこ
so who the hell is the person I talked about? so please welcome, Narimiya Hiroki~!! キラキラキラキラ

I feel so sorry I didn't notice him earlier in Nana or Kagen no Tsuki but I know he's cute and kinda badass but sweet lol. but now I'm so into him! 恋の矢so yeah, the next step is, watch his works. dorama or movie. and yessssss, it always happen to me, when I started to fond an actor and try to find his old works. SO HARD. I can't find it anywhere in this cyber world. even the DVD mostly have been out of stock (even if it's in stock, there're region differences) or too costly… ガックリ

differ from Nino, who has cute and baby face appearance, Hiroki has more badass and spoiled image on him. oh yeah, when watching Stand Up!!, I was like "damn this man really got me! how he could be so adorable?" 恋の矢 I. just. can't. stop starring at him.

OK. now it's time to make some works. enough of fangirling! *I'll never get enough lol* move your ass and work btch! メラメラ