It was in fact for my good. Now, everything makes sense to me.
And I realized, I should stop sulking and getting jealous towards my siblings.
I like to do things on my own and I don’t like other people controlling me.
Though they give me tons of advices about what I should do,
they are not requiring me to adhere to their choices or decisions.
Final decision is still up to me.
I think that this democratic relationship I have with them took place
ever since they stop being over concern about me.
Since then, their grip upon me has long been loose.
And that loose grip molded me into what I am right now.
Oh! I’ve been talking too much when in fact, all I want to say is that I’m fine now.
Seriously.
Without bitterness this time around.
Why?
Because I realized how true the cliché “things happens for a season and for a reason”.
And you will appreciate how true these words are once you are there.
P.S.
I’m just glad they don’t have the power and control over me to boss me around
on who I should date or marry. Because I really think that’s bull crap.
I pity my siblings. They should learn to decide for themselves.
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