*is currently hiding online from YM contacts except from the JUNKO gals*
I don't have the energy to go げんき-げんき online~
(´_`。)
I did say I miss my dad. . .
だって. . . .
I don't want to live in シスコ (San Francisco) with my dad
nor in フランス (France) with my Aunt. . .
I want to be independent away from them. . .
That is why I've been trying to get a scholarship at any Graduate school in Japan. . .
coz I want to be independent.
Live the hard way without any financial support from them.
Moving out yet staying on the same vicinity as them is totally futile
since they can go to my place or call me everytime. . .
Now how will I grow up?
I just feel and think I need to prepare myself as early as now on how difficult life can be.






