One is supposed to enjoy and have fun during Christmas (just like what every body says).
And, I'm trying.
But Happiness isn't something you can impose on yourself.
Or a stick-on paper you can readily stick anywhere to remind you of something.
Happiness for me is something you gain from something . . . . .
I can't hardly explain.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........................................................
I need to pour all my frustrations here at my blog before the clock strikes 12 so as not to ruin my Christmas.
I'M MISSING SOMETHING.
I FEEL SO INCOMPLETE.
I wonder what could it be.