oh shoot~
Now I'm upset.
I told MOM I want to spend my Christmas ALONE in HonKogng and I won't go with them to Cebu.
Yes. I'm stubborn.
But I think I might give up to my mom sooner and later and go with them~
I don't know ~
Let's just see what happens. . .
I know they think of me as the MOST Selfish, Insensitive and Cold-hearted person in the family.
仕方がない
(It can't be helped)
That's exactly what I want them to see. That's the mask I'm wearing at home.
It's my defense mechanism.
It's whats keeping me from falling apart.