disappointed?

I got the job that I want yet obviously mom isn’t happy with that. I can sense her disappointment when she told me yesterday that if I won’t pursue the Research Scholarship for Japan I should opt to look for a better job. Something that would practically put into practice my degree. I just said, “yeah…I know” at the back of my head. Mama wants me to work at an HR department, similar to what my college buddies insist, but I’m not open with the idea right now. 

Not now please.

Working 8 hours a day, 6 days a week according to my mental calculation would impede me from doing mundane things I am currently strung out. I just want to enjoy the remaining months before I officially declare myself as a responsible adult and commit myself to something.

(｀ε´) ~ duh! alibis Sibey!~

Seriously, I have this plan in mind of conditioning myself to stimulus that seems to be a passing phase in my life. 

I’m simply asking the people who surround me to let me buy some time and not to rush me on my decisions.