I am suffering from episodes of depression since this morning.
Is it because of the Research Scholarship that I so want badly?
Or is it the pressure I feel from mom's too much expectations?
~ack! ! ! ! !~
I want MY LIFE badly! ! ! ! !
I want to do something for MYSELF! ! ! ! !
and not for anyone else! ! ! !
I do not want to end up making excuses in the end for not being able to do this and that
for the lame reason that I was doing it for the sake of other people and not for what I think is best for myself!