i'm too cold, tired, slpy, overflowed to carry on.

wil be back another time to continue what i want to say.


i realised how dumb stupid silly idiot i was back then,

sigh, that wil stay as it was.

i dont live w memories..

i just dont,

i mean like, memories stay as it is,

i nv touch it again since the day i decided to let it be that way,

nv bringing it up again,

deleting as much as i cld.


sometimes, i really idolise my sis.

i think we have the same character,

i've seen her, deleting her photos of the past..

removing things that no longer hold any meaning to her..

moving on w another person..


when what i cldnt stand the most is that you're plain opposite..





sigh.

pardon me for my mood swings again.







/janice bnn kayden

i like things to be equal and balanced,

i guess it has sth to do w my name.

well, if you know the real meaning of my chinese name.


/平

i cant give you everything.

neither can you give me all i want and need.

so i shldnt be feeling bad for not being able to give you what you want like others cld.

afterall, i'm stil me.

and afterall,

nobody is perfect.



/janice bnn