i guess its the law of effect 
the law of effect which states that a response followed by a pleasant consequence will probably be repeated and a response followed by an unpleasant consequence will probably be diminished
i guess thats what happened to me.
i know its unhealthy being pessimistic and thinking of too many hows and whys in life... i lacked faith in everything. i was too anxious. too problematic. too worrisome, was a big quitter. a coward who feared so much.
and the effect were mostly unpleasurable.. i got hurt more. experienced more pain. lost a lot of people in my life. got into many fights. was not in good terms with my family..... found it hard to sustain friendships.. found it hard to deal with people... became less and less motivated. felt weak.
but this attitude has taken its toll on me. im fed up with it.
my medulla oblongata has probably blew up
cause of this.
i just want to take things lightly. be happier. find happiness. find joy. have more faith on things. BE MORE POSITIVE!!
and now im grateful. that i have finally learned this.
just like what i told my professor. this goal has a deadline. and I MADE IT ON THE DEADLINE.
happy me. happy me. happy me..
blessings come my way.
happiness. health. friendship. job. love.
oh life! :)

the law of effect which states that a response followed by a pleasant consequence will probably be repeated and a response followed by an unpleasant consequence will probably be diminished
i guess thats what happened to me.

i know its unhealthy being pessimistic and thinking of too many hows and whys in life... i lacked faith in everything. i was too anxious. too problematic. too worrisome, was a big quitter. a coward who feared so much.
and the effect were mostly unpleasurable.. i got hurt more. experienced more pain. lost a lot of people in my life. got into many fights. was not in good terms with my family..... found it hard to sustain friendships.. found it hard to deal with people... became less and less motivated. felt weak.
but this attitude has taken its toll on me. im fed up with it.
my medulla oblongata has probably blew up
cause of this. i just want to take things lightly. be happier. find happiness. find joy. have more faith on things. BE MORE POSITIVE!!

and now im grateful. that i have finally learned this.

just like what i told my professor. this goal has a deadline. and I MADE IT ON THE DEADLINE.
happy me. happy me. happy me..
blessings come my way.
happiness. health. friendship. job. love.
oh life! :)
