why do I even let myself grew big (size),,, im not fat now though, but it was really hard exercising to have a healthy and slimmer body lol
I did love eating,, oh well until now I still love eating.. but now i developed more guilt than before.. Because finally I realized that every fat I intake will make me a into human time bomb.. Ok, maybe what i said is too much... having few fats in the body is ok,, but eating fatty foods regularly is dangerous...
I loved burgers, fries, pastas, fried foods.. Yum Yum~~ they were my favorites... PLUS ice cream, cake, cookies... waaahh~ HEAVEN.. no doubt i weighed 55kg before...
I lost around 7kg=15lbs since then.. But at least I try to live a healthier life now....
I limit myself from eating fatty foods.. In fact I'm so afraid looking at fast foods.. they make me want to puke..
though I still have temptations, like ice cream..
but i will feel very very guilty after eating it... so the next day, I'll work even harder to burn the calories I took in. 
my goal is to lose 5 more kg (about 10lbs) located in my thighs and tummy hahahaa .
I'll keep trying~~ hehe
難しくても，あきらめないようにしている～～
