8/30.Fri Very happy to have had plenty... Usually I eat too much although I know it isn't good. Every afternoon, around two o'clock suddenly I become sleepy. Yesterday I fell asleep sitting in my chair at the office! I had never fallen asleep at a meeting or training...Mmm.

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Very happy to be plenty... Usually I eat too much although I know it isn't good. Every afternoon, around two o'clock suddenly I turn to be sleepy. Yesterday I slept sitting my seat at a office! Never slept from now at meeting and training...Mmm.

8/29.Thu Meh, (what does Meh mean) anyway very busy today! But I can enjoy it because I decided to quit working for the bank in a year. Soon after resigning my job, I'll plan to go to Kobe and live with Yuya:0) Whenever the weekend is over I feel as if there's a gaping hole in my heart... It's MY life not that of my company.

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Meh, anyway very busy today! But I can enjoy it because I decided to quite working here at my bank in a year. Soon after retiring my job I'll plan to go Kobe and live with Yuya:0) Whenever weekend is over I feel as if there's a gaping hole in my heart... It's MY life not that of my company.
8/26.Mon I love rainy day like today. It's good to think about life. I drove around the countryside and I liked it there. Japan has many beautiful places and I may continue living here...till Yuya goes abroad. Oh my god love changed my way of thinking so dramatically.

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Love rainy day like today. It's good to think of life. I drove around countryside and I liked there. Japan has many beautiful places and I may stand for living here...till Yuya goes abroad. Oh my god love changed so dramatically a way of think?!
8/25.Sun I had dinner with Yuya's parents. They were really kind and welcomed me. I like them. They haven't traveled abroad yet so I hope someday we will go abroad together. Yuya's ex-girlfriend has met them and joined his brothers marriage ceremony. At first when Yuya told me about it, I felt very sad because I realized "I'm not special". But soon after I met his parents, I became happy:0)

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I had dinner with Yuya's parents. They were really kind and welcomed me. I like them. They haven't traveled abroad yet so I hope someday we will go abroad altogether. Yuya's ex-girlfriend has met them and joined his bro's marriage ceremony. At first Yuya told me about it, I felt very sad because I got to know "I'm not special". But soon after I met his parents, I became happy:0)

8/23.Fri My best friend Ayako will get married soon! Oh my gosh she will move to Tokyo in October and live with her husband. I go out for a drink with her almost every weekend so I'm really sad to hear that she’ll be moving... Maybe should I marry Yuya as soon as possible? Mmm...

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My best friend Ayako will get married soon! Oh my gosh she will move to Tokyo in October and live with her husband. I went out for a drink with her almost every weekend so I'm really sad to heat that... Maybe should I marry Yuya as soon as possible? Mmm...

8/21.Wed What's true happiness? I'm happy to work at my bank, live with my family, and sometimes go out for a drink with my friends. But the most important think is not being with Yuya ; that makes me sad. I don't know if I will be happy after I quit my job and live with him. It makes me very very confused...


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What's a true happiness? I'm happy to work at my bank, live with my family and sometimes go out for a drink with my friends. But at the most important part, not being with Yuya , that makes me sad. I don't know if I'm happy after quite a job and live with him. It makes me very very confused...