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My Happiness??? O.oa


Today I'm working my ass......... there are so many pending work that has to be done... (。>0<。)
I was confined so I didn't have the time to do it......... huhuhuhu.... but it was too many.... (_ _。)

While I was working I saw Jazel onlined... I buzzed her up and asked her about her flight....
She said that when she stopped by at Nagoya, she texted me because she remembered me...
Waaaaaaaa... I know and I envied you for having dinner there.........................。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。

Then she asked me about when am I going to migrate to some country... I told her that in time, I'll be going too but not right now... There are still many things that I needed to do which needs to be settled first... Well I can't tell her that my number one concern is my health... gome ne (x_x;)

And she told me that, it's up to me if I want to go with her in the US or follow my dreams and will go to different Asian countries... She knows that I really love traveling...Before I traveled from here to Jeddah but now I can't..Since I started to work I got a lot of responsibilities that I can't just abandon.... I love my work that's why I must keep it...

Then Jazel said "I just wish for your own happiness...." waaaaaaaaaa.......... I really love my friend...(T▽T;)
Demo... when she said that I started to think what is my real
HAPPINESS
??? Nani ga na? Mmm.....
Well as long as I'm living and I can see the new day without worries is my happiness..... It's very simple ne? Yes of course I want to get married and have a family and kids demo... Just right now I just wanted to have worry-free days that will motivate me to do new things and explore in new heights........ I just wanted to smile genuinely with an ease heart and a body without pain... that's what I want.. That's my happiness (^_^)