Thoughts Of The Damned

Ayame Shinamori

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My Wonderful Journey

I have stopped blogging after I was diagnosed to have an optical neuritis. It was such a struggle that I kept on asking God why did it happened to me. It's been several months when the inflammation subsided but my vision is still not back to normal. My left eye can see only 20% but for me its better than nothing. A few months before, I tried doing acupuncture since the doctors cannot do anything more about my eyes. So luckily I found a good doctor to help me. The good news is that my headache stopped. My migraine didn't come to hunt me again and I feel better. But the vision is still the same. The other good news is that I AM PREGNANT NOW... Cracker


Yes I am going to be a mom soon.. hopefully I won't jinx it. Tomorrow I will go to my doctor to have a check up. I hope and pray that everything is fine. Wish me luck Scissors

By the way I would like to say thank you for all of the people who prayed for me in my lonely journey. I would never over come it if it wasn't for all your support and prayers. And now my lonely journey will be a wonderful journey that will about to start now!! Good!

My lonely journey :(

It's all about NATURAL

Hi there...


I'm still recovering from that dreaded ocular migraine and doing the best I can to keep myself in shape..


I stopped smoking for almost 3 weeks now.. WOOT WOOT!!!クラッカー
Which is very challenging for me... been trying to stop for years demo now that I have this electronic cigarette, I don't worry about getting back again with smoking べーっだ!


My eye doctor diagnosed my case as ocular migraine and we all know that there are no known medicine to cure migraine. Only medicine to prevent it from coming back. Since Oct. 26 he told me to rest but like always I don't have sufficient rest but I'm trying my best to cope. I need to work just to pay the bills ガーン


Luckily the kind couple who lives right beside our condo unit told me about this wonderful food supplement. At first I was being skeptic about it coz I never heard the brand before.. But as I found out that most of the tenants here in our building who were having some diseases or sickness are getting healthier because of this food supplement. Their conditions were high blood, diabetes, arthritis, even liver disease. I can really see the difference!!! I was really amazed on how the old man who was living upstairs was already climbing down the stairs. Before I would see him riding his wheelchair and getting to the elevator but now he can walk on his own, slowly yet on his own!!!! 叫び


So my husband said why don't we give it a try.. It's kinda expensive but hey, I wanted to be cured... So we give it ago besides it's just herbal and it's approved by the Bureau of Food and Drugs here...


The taste is really horrible.. It's like drinking the juice of a leaf or something like that.. むっ After 3 drinks in one day, I felt my joints are hurting and I needed a massage.. My back hurts too!!! I was crying coz of the pain. I asked the kind couple who introduced it to us if it's normal. They said that the juice is already in its effect. It will take out the toxins first and then rejuvenate your body. Meaning I have to endure the pain for 2 whole days (the pain really depends on how serious your condition). So after those 2 grueling days, by the 3rd day I felt so light!!!. No pain at all but my vision is still the same, it's still dim but no more flashes of light. I had my first full dinner!! Before taking the herbal juice I was puking every time I had my dinner and I can't even burp!! But now I can.. I was amazed!! ラブラブ!


Now I'm on my 2nd week already on my 3rd bottle and I can really feel the difference. My body seems so energetic, I don't get so tired easily. I woke up early without any headaches. I can eat properly without even puking my food. I don't feel dizzy. All in all I feel so much better except for my vision it is still dim. So I asked again the couple and they said that I have to wait for a full month to see the real difference. Then they told me about their story. The man had a serious motorcycle accident. He got his leg crushed and now his leg was screwed to a metal which was placed inside his leg to support his bone, The operation was successful but the healing was not coz he is diabetic and his wife saw how his foot was already turned gray. It's like it's deteriorating. The doctors told him that it's better to amputate it but he refused. The couple didn't know what to do so he looked for an alternative and ending up using this herbal juice. At first, like the others, they were skeptic but since they have nothing to loose they tried it. After 4 months drinking the juice the man's foot changed it's color to normal. He can even walk without his cane. His blood pressure became normal and his sugar level too.. They were so amazed what had happened so they wanted to share it to everyone who were burdened by their sickness. The couple said they don't sell it coz they profit from it rather they sell it coz they know it works and will help us.. And they were right!!! Now I am still in the juice and still waiting for any progress.. Will update you guys on how it went... べーっだ!





This is the herbal juice: King's Herbal


Smoking without the risk

As you've known that I am a smoker


Well I WAS a smoker now


I quit ever since I got this ocular migraine


and I turned to something better


It's called E-cigarette


I know it's yesterday news but hey it's new for me ahahaha


I can smoke where ever I want and whenever I want...


Without any risk to my health


so here is my first set... hope to get the black one soon... べーっだ!







I bought 4 sets actually...


1 for my husband, 1 for my dad and 1 for my brother


coz the family that smokes e-cig together stays well together ahahaha にひひ

And I thought I was pregnant......

Well I thought I was pregnant but I have this instead しょぼん

Ocular Migraine Symptoms

People with ocular migraines can have a variety of visual symptoms.

You might see a small, enlarging blind spot (scotoma) in your central vision with bright, flashing or flickering lights (scintillations), or wavy or zig-zag lines surrounding the blind spot. The blind spot usually enlarges and may move across your field of vision.

This entire migraine phenomenon may end in only a few minutes, but usually lasts up to 30 minutes.

About 60 percent of migraine sufferers also experience a "prodrome" that occurs days or weeks before the migraine attack. Symptoms of a migraine prodrome can be subtle and may include changes in mood, cravings for certain foods, or a general feeling of being tired.


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