im gona meet many people when i go home.
i cant wait!!!!
guess who im gona meet with??
a boy i liked when i was 11!
that was in Taiwan...
how exciting!
hopefully he still looks cute.
he is now lives n tokyo.
my best friend sets up this party.
we will all gather at tokyo, maybe at shinjuku.
i gave him a love letter and he gave me back a letter before i was going back to japan.
he wrote,
he likes me too.
hahahaha!! how cute!!!
well, but im so shy to talk about it.
hopefully he doesnt remember it, or he wouldnt talk about it.
for my best friend S..
she is been going through a hard time with her bf(?)
S is a really really special girl...
well, its very hard to explain about her.
i want my class mates to join, but iv lost contact with them,
it was just ages ago!!!!!
wahhh!!!!
how could i give him a love lettter???
thats just so stupid!!!
but i really wana see him though.
the memories in each country or cities in japan..
that was not long time to stay, but i remember very clearly...
in Taiwan,
that was really shocking, at the same time i had really awesome time.
( suddenly changed the subject.. as always )
why people work so hard.
hard work makes something for sure, but what for?
long time ago,
people was still thinking about why human are exist in this world.
this is simple but hardest question.
people tried to figure out but then human created the religions.
since the religion was created,
people ran away from seeking of the hardest question.
it was easy, cuz the bible says everything what human should be.
is this a really ridicurous thing that im wondering why we are here?
and why people do the hard work?
i thoght about this on the way working, looking at the see.
why see water cant drink? cuz the see have to be there for the earth.
why human has feelings...
is there a any creature such as god which controlls or looks down this world from the top?
if there is then must be something created this thing isnt it?
genious create so many convinient stuff, now we cant live without it.
they lived with inventing looks like really satisfied life.
people are fascinated and inspired by them.
started thinking, we have to leave something before we die,
we want to leave an evidence that we were alived.
the purpose has been changing,
human are no longer keen to know the basic stuff.
i dont think its bad or anything, cuz im not neither.
but just like the da Vin ci code, if the god was created by just a human, well i think so..
but many poeple dont want to believe it,
its a huge betrayal for hundreds years!!
any reason, human cant live like animal.
we have to have some presure and purpose.
so that the world are developing but then nature are distroyed.
the life is realy short thats why you dont scared.
