Live in a dull life

 

After I finished job hunting, actually,  the opportunity of feeling happy is decreasing. Why?

Purpose lead me to do work hard, study hard. But, there is no purpose now. So, I do not have the opprtunity of feeling happy. To be honest, When going vacation with friend, I do not feeling happy so much than before. (I like my friends,of course.)Only working hard (or feeling tough) make rest good.

 

How do I deal with it.

 

Basically, useful skill or sth can be barriered by time, people, fear.

 

1. skill of cooking(time)

 

2. skill of enjoying sth without money (time)

 

3. have many great university friends(people)

 

4. falling in love with many many girl friends(people, time)