There are tons of people who are so much greater than me in smartness, appearance, characteristic, and so on...
i wanna be a person whom i like.
im always blunt. careless, lazy, irresponsible, unsociable, extravagant dork.
i dont want to text all the time in japanese.
aaaaaaaaaaaaa
i am worse than ordinary people.
everything is halfwaythrough.
i never ever should be with somebody when i have to achieve something. i knew that.
but i am so undecided.
every second my mind changes. feel nothing but helpless.
i cannot live alone.....
but i will end up being alone. because i cannot care others.
all i care is about myself. i am selfish...
selfishness is the major problem with me.