sick

another unbearable morning.
it feels like my insides have been crushed
and pain around my neck is just intolerable.
it suffocates me. i wanna throw this feeling up,

芸術的な危機

lately my depression has worsened, thus i'm unable to create.
lots of wips are lying unfinished and i feel so bad about it.




and this particular scrap annoys me so much!
i failed composition, so i don't know what to do with it.
everytime i touch my graphic tablet i wanna throw it in the window.
orz