Juliadoll ♥
We are miles , MILES , away .
But couldn't forget about you .
I'd like to hug you , and tell how much you mean to me .
I know you won't read it but I really care about you .
and I'm really sorry for not sent your letter at right time .
It'll be late . But you'll get it , sure .
and I'm sorry for being stupid with you on your special day .
My life is on a pretty mess and it's not your fault .
I'LL MISS YOU all my lifetime
And it represents all the good feelings I have when I think about you .
You're my sweet Satoshi
Kowareteiku Sekai ~ ギルガメッシュ Xmas feelings
Hi guys !
as always [?] I'm kinda sad .
yeah... one more time my university grades aren't good and I think I'm not going back to there in the next year .
I'm done .
Everyday when I get my way I pass in front of a kindergarten ...
it makes me remember about old , but good times ...
I had no worries , no problems , many friends (that I thought it would last forever , btw) , secret places , secret diaries , secret beloved ones , letters from my distant friends , I got calls when it were my birthday , I had birthday parties with a crowd [?] and now I don't even like parties .
I'm getting old and tired . It's a fact .
Actually I think the good moments I have are a lie .
My whole life is a lie . Illusions , only .
I need to be someone else or I'll explode .
Good , but untrue times ...
in times like these I need a break ...
so I use to walk or whatever in the middle of the night .
it's dangerous but I'm sick about caring
so here is a pic I took last night . Weird , WEIRD man riding a bike .
Awn , something that brings me nostalgic feelings (as kindergartens) , is the springtime .
It's almost ending ( beginning the STUPID summer , btw
)
but here in Brasil even the seasons are completely FREAKS !
the flowers are ... FALLING !
I guess it means that I love autumn days [?]
Whatever , it's amazing . That cicle , I mean .
And only yesterday I noticed that X-mas is comming too fast .
I was walking back home and all the restaurants and shops were with little blinkers lights in the front .
I could not take pics of all of them .. cause I was tired .
But here is someones ...
and when I arrived at home my mom rise our xmas tree .
Actually i don't like those xmas traditions , and obligated good feelings and bla bla bla ...
But I won't care about it this year . maybe next time .
Merry Christmas , I love you ~ KuroyumeDie Liebenden von Satoshi [?]
Today my mom gave me some books ...
She's really worried about the many , many hours I spend in my computer (LOL)
Theres 11 books that I shall read ...
But only one caught my attention !
Look
Die Liebenden von
I laugh to death When I saw this book's cover
but it seems boring ...
Well , during the College exams I can't read this or any book but the academic ones .
So wish me luck ! I'll need it more then ever !
See ya .
Daishou ~ Monokuro kinema