Here I go again ...

Hello :)
I'm back .
I mean , ameblo is an excelent blog...I think none read it !At least MY ameblo page ! then I feel free to write about anything .
I was planning to make a beautiful post for reveillon . But , unfortunatelly I was unable .
Well ... I could make it if I wish ... but it's not a good date to me .
As Xmas .
So... It's 23:54 here in Brazil and I just need to write .
Notes are not safe places . usually my friends read them .
But not ameblo ! So ... it's 'safe' [?]

many many things happened in this time , but I won't talk about them .
no , I can't .

But I can tell you that I'm really REALLY excited for the next month !
I'll meet someone kinda ... 'special' to me .
And I want to talk about everything with him , hug , share a lot of things , I could kiss him , if he let me .
and bla bla bla *romantic stuff*

And I must be perfect . no , no perfect , but I must be ok .

I just can't eat till there .



Tea , fruits and diet coke . It's basically the soluction .
It's working .



I just wish my stomach doesn't burn like hell .
But theres a price , nothing is for free .
The I'll be ok .

Wish you a good weekend . Do something fun !
The classes are comming .
And here I go again ...


listening : Into the fire ~ Marilyn Manson

It's better to push something when it's slipping
Than to risk being dragged down