I'm in bed, the time I dreaded the most because now I'm alone. I know he won't be gone for long in the grand scheme of things, but I can't help feeling sick from the lack of him. I love him so much.
at least the anxiety wasn't as bad as last year. the feeling that we had drifted beyond reach, that hope was out of our hands. comparing to then, I feel much better. the loneliness is there but it's coupled with a calmness that reassures me that everything will be all right.
and I do believe that.
at least the anxiety wasn't as bad as last year. the feeling that we had drifted beyond reach, that hope was out of our hands. comparing to then, I feel much better. the loneliness is there but it's coupled with a calmness that reassures me that everything will be all right.
and I do believe that.