my body hurts
we had practice today
and it was hard and FAST!
it wasn't that hard, just FAST!
i got my contacts on, and i hope i can see with then during prom.
i hope everything is going to go well
Nads doesnt want to go. o(；△；)o
she went last year cuz it was her first time and she wanted to just try it out.
and in the end she didnt like it.
and now she doesnt want to go cuz last year it sucked.
i mean mine sucked more that hers.
i bet she had more fun than me i suppose
yea sure i laughed, but not all of them are real.
i force myself to have fun, as if i am only having fun with myself (sounds wrong)
but yea,
she should really go, and give it another chance.
cuz thats what i'm doing.
i hope she sits at the same table as me.
we'll decide when we get there!
omg i cant wait
and..
....im over it!! lmao
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i felt jealous of some one today, that really pissed me off...(_ _。)
so i tried my very best to calm myself down and not show anything...
what is she trying to do exactly?? ヽ( )｀ε´( )ノ
i got so pissed! you have no idea, i was like i wanted to hit myself against a pole or stab my self with my pin that i had on my necklace, i was holding it so tightly and trying to let all my anger go!
（-""-；)
we had practice today
and it was hard and FAST!
it wasn't that hard, just FAST!
i got my contacts on, and i hope i can see with then during prom.
i hope everything is going to go well
Nads doesnt want to go. o(；△；)o
she went last year cuz it was her first time and she wanted to just try it out.
and in the end she didnt like it.
and now she doesnt want to go cuz last year it sucked.
i mean mine sucked more that hers.
i bet she had more fun than me i suppose
yea sure i laughed, but not all of them are real.
i force myself to have fun, as if i am only having fun with myself (sounds wrong)
but yea,
she should really go, and give it another chance.
cuz thats what i'm doing.
i hope she sits at the same table as me.
we'll decide when we get there!
omg i cant wait
and..
....im over it!! lmao
---------
i felt jealous of some one today, that really pissed me off...(_ _。)
so i tried my very best to calm myself down and not show anything...
what is she trying to do exactly?? ヽ( )｀ε´( )ノ
i got so pissed! you have no idea, i was like i wanted to hit myself against a pole or stab my self with my pin that i had on my necklace, i was holding it so tightly and trying to let all my anger go!
（-""-；)