So frustrated

OK. so wth. whats with my effing feelings, why cant someone else be in my life, why cant i just forget about him, why cant life be so simple that i can just click 'delete' and then i wont fking remember him anymore. no one knows how i feel like, they pretend they dont know, and the rest.... well they actually dont even know. this fucking relationship is a damn bitch, why cant we talk like the normal days, why cant we laugh and cuddle like the old days, why cant we just stay friends, and not the 'benefits' part. we arent even friends anymore. You only talk to me at night, you only talk to me when you feel lonely, you only like my actions, you dont care about my choices, but you know what, my choices are so damn important to me and you keep crushing it. You dont even stare at me for a second when shes here, that ugly damn bitch, shes so tall but she has so much fat installed in her body. Her eye brows are so fucking retarded, i dont see how anyone in this world will find it attractive. i hope your bad in bed.

ok so im so lost now. first i was tlking about him then me then her. you know what i gotta do, i got to stop this thing going between us, i need to find someone else, or i gotta just loose all my emotions and just be fucking thankful that anyone would actually give me a single attention.