Come bact to this memorable place after one year. Now I'm studing in dentistry world. I have such a hard time in this collage. I barely can spend my time to relax and happy. Sometimes I wish that I could tell someone that I;m sick and in pain every day every night I have to endure this pain and woke up painfully, I wish I could let them know. And also I'm hoping that I could tell them about my depression and saddess so that I can share a lil bit of my pain but I know that I can't do that cause no one will believe it. Once I wish that I could be free, becoming a beautiful bird that can fly highly to the sky, travel all around the world and live shortly also beautifully. I don't know when will I die but I have a feeling that it'll be around soon. I hope this beautiful writting of mine will fly to my mother, father, grandma, and my lil cute brother. I wish for their happiness and long live so that I can go to Allah first and forget all of this pain I endure. I wish that they'll actually eat well, sleep in a comfort way, and live happily. I'm really happy to spend my short time in this beautiful and tremendous world that Allah created. I do really love you mama and papa