Ameba pig snapshots

As I grow up, I began to understand and see much bunch of things that I shouldn't. I cant blame others for sins that I commited. I wonder why this heart of the untold feels wrong. Have you ever been regretting something so bad until you may burst into oblivion right now?
Indeed you've feel it.
But have you ever thing a little child
An innocent one
Commited a in that only God knows what
A big one and truly completely massive one. Yes, I've done that. But no one willing to stop me in the fist place. This sins always updated cause I always done that.
This is the big deal. How can I stop this? Can I? Should I? For who? 
all the answer of mumbling thoughts of mine is myself.