realized that what I am trying to live for is something that I cannot recognize by myself.
I participated in open counseling because I wanted to discuss a partnership with Mrs. Rie, who has a very smooth private life.
I asked her to do some work to "smooth the partnership."
In that work, I was asked "what do you want to be?" And "what is preventing it?"
I imagined not a partnership, but the manuscript I'm writing.
I wanted to have a conversation with Greta Celeste Garwig and her Mark Gatiss, who are currently achieving the balance between acting, writing and directing, which I am aiming for.
I went to a partnership consultation, but when I talked about it, the results were quite different, which I found interesting.
I wondered if what I was using to achieve self-actualization was a partnership or a job.
Or, as Rie said, I wondered if it was the difference between feminine and masculine.
At the time of this work, what I thought was worth living was that when I saw the drama / movie I was involved in on the screen of the movie theater, I could see the reaction of the audience.
When I see the reaction of the audience directly and find that the audience is enjoying it, I think "I'm glad I was involved in this work."
After all, private is not important for me, but it seems that work is the foundation.
I realized that what I am trying to live for is something that I cannot recognize by myself.
Thank you, Mrs. Rie, for today.
Art rather than appetite.
It is a trophy statue of the Japan Academy Prize in Yurakucho.
Selfie in Yurakucho
