i have to go for a job interview tomorrow, so i dyed my hair back black-brown yesterday.

this is the very first picture of me with black-brown hair! i just woke up in the morning and so i don't look my best.

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see the part below my neck, the thing underneath the tape is the second microdermal i did just on friday :)


and this is just two weeks ago in tokyo, with my pink hair!
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ahh i really miss pink hair!
i was at yunessun in hakone on 23rd august.

with yunessun mascot (i am fat urgh しょぼん)
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taking the bus back to odawara
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actually i don't really like onsens. when i am in an onsen, i feel suffocated and can't breathe.

3 way mirror~

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i love kishimen! ドキドキ had some at nagoya castle~
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finally got to see vidoll live after being their fan for 6 years!

went to the 19th aug two man live with heidi at duo music exchange and stylish wave at club citta on 22nd aug :D

here's us at club citta
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and at la cittadella at kawasaki
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I LOVE KAWASAKI ラブラブ

this is me in tokyo, roppongi, in a phone booth :)
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i miss japan~ i will come back when vidoll comes back :D
there is a place. the place still exists, but the road to the place doesn't exist anymore. that's the way i feel right now. i don't think i am deluded anymore, but what i used to feel strongly for, somehow i have a sense of disconnect now, i can't associate myself with it anymore. but it is still there, maybe this is a passing phase. the road may be rebuilded one day. delusion = maybe it didn't exist when i thought it did. disconnect = it exists, and still does.

anyway these are 2 photos i took with my friend's HTC phone today.

pop art mode
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polaroid faded mode.
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i love her phone T___T i want an HTC phone too~

anyway this is me about 3 years ago. i look so different!
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maybe i have a delusion.

should i rid myself of delusion?

i don't feel normal today.

i think i am deluded by myself.

i don't understand what i am thinking.

maybe i am wrong. i need to refresh my mind today.