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i feel a little worried, and a little excited for my new temporary job.

i will be a recruiter! i will match people up with jobs~

sounds kind of exciting?

it's something i have never done before! for the past 5 years i have been studying accountancy and after this job i'd likely go into auditing, but for a temporary job, i think doing something really different will be good!

i hope it will help me open up and be friendlier, more interesting and become a better person overall.

i have a serious lack of interpersonal skills!

but for years i have been trying to change myself, change for the better. the person i was in my teens was angry, confused and pessimistic.

these traits are still in me, but i have been trying to reduce them, improve my character and gain a more positive outlook on life. i am still far from perfect, but every little step i take counts and i believe people around me do notice a change.

i thought i'd find a temporary job related to accountancy, but no, the moment i read about this job, i knew i wanted to try it out. i feel blessed to be given an oportunity to work in this field, even if it's for a short period of time.

i bought quite a few working clothes today! i'd transform into an OL soon though T__T it's a drastic change!!

but i love the jackets i bought today ラブラブ


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as you can see i have a crazy obsession for mandarin collars, i love mandarin collars so much!

and this is my lucky charm~
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i bought this crucifix in austria 3 and a half years ago and have always kept it with me wherever i go~ although i know i have disappointed God in many ways, i have been only blessed and blessed, living a good life. i stopped going to church at 12, but God has never left my side.

sometimes i think i don't deserve it, there are so many people suffering but not me, people who are way better than me in every aspect, yet i am so blessed and lucky.

i need to be a better person.