Expectation

Yesterday I came across 2 articles/emails that talks about setting expectations. The 2 articles basically said that we need to set expectations in order to succeed. What's your thoughts on this?

Man, I'm feeling sleepy and really tired right now. Whatever I write now will be nothing but complains. LoL. So pathetic. But I just wanna share one thing. I sometimes feel "gregetan" when I have to teach my parent(s) something to do with computers. I totally know I shouldn't be like that but I can't help it sometimes. Anyone feels that way too?

Hoahm.. nitez ppl. Hope tomorrow will be a good day for everyone.

hopeful

i'm feeling hopeful today. so yay! =)

just so the blog is not filled just with gloomy entries, i'd write something now. i don't really know what to write though. it's funny how when i'm down/sad/whatever, i tend to have more things to write about. dwell on the sadness. but when i'm hopeful, there seems less things to talk about. does it happen to you guys too?

i was talking to one of my friends and he said he's taking a certification exam here in indo - something like Series 7 in US. then he's gonna go deeper into the financial world. now this boosts my motivation for CFA a little. lol, me too - i'm gonna strive my best for the CFA exam. really hope i'd pass the exam. and then i can start talking about looking for jobs in investment world, which is my perceived passion so far. never really worked in a super finance job so i don't know yet if it's really something that i love doing. but i'd love to try it out. so GO, GO JEN for the CFA!!

domino effect

turned out what i felt on monday was just the start of a domino effect. i haven't felt better yet until today. well per se, i am feeling good rite now because i'm chatting with my best friends and that's always a refreshing activity. but i know when i go back to work on monday, the same feeling will resume. hence, i have to do a deep thinking over the weekend of what i should do to resolve this problem.

and today before i took off from work, i switched places with one of my team members. as of monday, he's transferring to a different unit. if i can choose, i don't want to switch places.. but well his place is where all my unit members sit. so logically it's better if we switch. but i'm already enjoying my current place and i feel the people here is more easygoing. plus the internet computer is next to me. so it's really convenient. so this would be another thing i need to adapt to.

my thoughts are all jumbled up. one thought leads to another thought. and i feel worse and worse. God, please show me the way. really. but is it actually no big deal? it's just me making a big fuss over it? i'm not sure. but i know that during those situations, i really felt uncomfortable. huff.