just a random thought.. do you feel what i feel sometimes? like some days, you feel satisfied with yourself.. you feel like you're a capable person and should just feel contented. but the next day, you feel like crap.. like this lousy, underperforming person. do you?
it's a weird feeling when i think about it. i am the same person today or tomorrow but i can feel so different. maybe that's normal human feeling. >.> humans are weird then i guess.
moving on. i am in dilemma right now. actually the dilemma hasn't been resolved since many months ago.. i just got tired of it and stopped thinking about it. the dilemma is "what should i do?"
i generally have 3 options.. or 4:
1. work at my dad's company and take over after some years
2. work at another company in indo, get experience and maybe start my own business or eventually take over my dad's business
3. go to china and take mba
(4). go to singapore and give me some final months to search for a job
i wish there can be an angel suddenly appear and give me some clues.
today, i went to the company that i interviewed last time again, had another interview and then had my health check-up. so if everything go smoothly, i should start work on Tuesday (after CNY). anyways, i think my dad is confusing sometimes. one day, he goes "yea, you should get some experience working for another company and then see if there's any good opportunities." the next day, he asks "you don't like doing business [as in continuing his business], do you?" *sigh* i'm already confused and that is not helping me.
overall, though, the blame's on me. i don't even know what to do with my own life.