Haha, I just read Anna's new blog post and it just mirrors my own situation now. Student > Unemployed, definitely. At least when we were still students, we are still full of hope of how we will be post-graduation. But after being unemployed for some time, somehow that hope is diminishing.


Anyway, I was just thinking of how it will be if I stay back and help my dad's business instead -- as my parents have been inferring. After thinking (not long), I have a feeling of like.. disappointment (?) somehow. Feels like, "is this it? after all the studying and bla bla bla that I have done, I'm gonna stay put in Indo?" I guess in my mind there used to be a grander thing than that. I don't know what to do.



My parents have also said (well since I was still in Indiana) that I have lack of planning lately, unlike how I used to be during Sec School and maybe College too. I kinda feel that too but I don't necessarily think it's a bad thing. As I grow up, I guess I learn to be more realistic. What's the use of planning "I want to do this.. that and that" but in the end, you can't really have those? Of course there are some exceptions, like "I wanna get a Balen, Miu Miu and wanna travel the world." Huahaha. Even though many of them can't come true, but the thought of the 2nd plan is more enjoyable.



Moving on. I didn't plan to focus this entry on those depressing issues actually, but it got here somehow. What I wanted to write about was: .... Britney Spears. HAHAHA. And some of Lindsay Lohan. So here they come.



Britney just released her new album last week but I still haven't got the chance to buy it. I went to a Disc Tarra at GI on Dec 2nd (the day it got released) but it wasn't available yet. Since then I haven't seen another CD store. I just realized that Indo don't have that many such stores nowadays. Maybe cuz there are too many pirated ones. I heard the new album is very nice. I only heard 2 songs so far and they are good. hehe of course! :P



Oh and I just saw the pictures of her at Rockefeller Center, lighting up the huge Christmas tree or sth. She's wearing very decent (ga kyk kekurangan bahan gitu) clothes recently and it looks so much better on her. Like the olden times. :) Go Britney!



Next. I sometimes read Lindsay Lohan's blog. I like the way she writes. And the other day she wrote an entry and she actually supported Britney, referring to her as " a talented woman." Of course I don't just like her blog cuz of that. Lol. She also despised Sarah Palin. I don't despise her but I just don't think she's suited to be VP of US, just like McCain for President.