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Ordinary World, a Luyao enoughordinary world, a Luyao enough in 1966, Lu Yao admitted to the Xi'an Petrochemical school. But this year the Cultural Revolution began, colleges and universities to stop enrollment, he had to stay in the Cultural Revolution Yanchuan secondary schools to participate. He from a rural youth, suddenly become school rebels \u0026 ldquo; red Shino \u0026 rdquo; the head. He gave himself a moment pearls seal, with the wave of child dizzy, a small excess energy of youth, in the city roaring, robbed Yanchuan County Armed Forces of weapons, the door smashed County Bank. These aggressive, aggressive behavior how much he was released long been repressed inferiority, Air Jordan Outlet humiliation emotions. But it also turned out to be bite his \u0026 ldquo; Sin \u0026 rdquo ;. Lu Yao, born in 1949 in northern Shaanxi qingjian County Royal fort, the family gave him the name \u0026 ldquo; Wang Weiguo \u0026 rdquo ;. Until he was eight years old, the family added a three younger siblings, penniless. Late autumn day in 1957, his father said to take him to the village of Yanchuan County Guo uncle visiting relatives. Specifically to his mother early in the morning wearing new shoes. Take two full days, foot grind Xuepao, and finally to the uncle. After stopping for a rest, the father said the next morning to go to the county fair, in the afternoon on the back. Year-old children will be installed has been very confused. The next day he woke up early, hiding in a tree after the old tree, watching the morning mist father tucked burden, like a thief stroll out of the village, across the river, on the road \u0026 hellip; \u0026 hellip; his tears brush to dirty, almost overnight, he himself pulled from a year-old child has become an adult. His personality independent, assertive, regardless 伯父母 opposition, students with limited funding at the junior Nike Zoom Hyperdunk high school. Canteen food points A, B, C three levels, cadres and children to eat vegetables armor, he often can not afford to even Nike Free Run 3 Women eat prop food. In a sensitive teenage child's eyes, his eyesight is poor differentiation world. He often hungry mad, desperate, ran to the field to find a wild bird eggs and eat wild fruits and plants. Hunger and lack of sense of this unforgettable, like a giant black hole, we need to rest with unimaginable energy to meet and filled. 'Lu Yao Biography' author thick husband said, \u0026 ldquo; This hunger is trailing Luyao lifetime wolf. \u0026 Rdquo; \u0026 ldquo; what can a local woman for my college \u0026 rdquo; 1968 years Yanchuan County Revolutionary Committee was established, 19-year-old Wang Weiguo as Yanchuan County Revolutionary Committee, deputy director positions. But soon, as the great leader Chairman Mao a paper orders, his life was again rewritten. At the end of December 12, he took a Red Book, an old hoe, a new white Yang Du towel and simple household items went home \u0026 mdash; \u0026 mdash; Guo Liu Jiayi Laois village brigade, \u0026 ldquo; receiving poor middle peasant reeducation \u0026 rdquo ;. The heart of the village secretary sympathy high gas children, winter 1969, he was selected to \u0026 ldquo; pinxiazhongnong Mao Zedong Thought Propaganda Team \u0026 rdquo ;, stationed in Yanchuan county education department to carry out route. In the meantime, he and Lin Hong, Beijing educated youth into love. Lin Hong from Tsinghua High School, pretty outstanding, is a literary backbone. They extend along the riverbed next snow walking, singing 'troika' and 'Song of tractor.' Because Lin Hong, Wang Weiguo start likes to wear red clothes, had taken the pseudonym \u0026 ldquo; red \u0026 rdquo after tassel ;, according to \u0026 ldquo; \u0026 rdquo ;. Luyao Spring of 1970, the country began to purge the rebels from top to bottom, Lu Yao opposition rebels allegedly killed in resorting to violence in the \u0026 ldquo; Red Chief Secretary \u0026 rdquo; head Baizheng Ji. Soon after, he received a Dear John letter and the Lin Hong's return jacquard quilt. Love expose towering, mottled background. In one night he went to a pool of Guo village, but in the end \u0026 ldquo; not only did not jump, but in the heart to awaken a more profound love for life. Gently fold the final turn, simply touch an old bachelor of melon ground, steal to eat several melon. \u0026 Rdquo; at that moment as if the miracle appear, as painful as the haze dissipated, food temporarily heal the heart. Before Lin Hong, we have Yanchuan local girl told him confession. He faltered road, I was actually farmers to live in all likelihood will not dry. Whims girl said: the ground live by me do it and you move along at home. He stunned and speechless, Huangbuzelu leave. Lu Yao later with friends, the writer comes to marriage Hyperion, Hyperion asked him: Why do not you find a local girl, known foundation, there are pick? He was a little angry: \u0026 ldquo; what a local woman has the ability for me to college? Not how to go out on college? It was so steep the rural life in it? \u0026 Rdquo; Lu Yao own marriage concept projected into the novel 'Life' inside. Although Gao Jialin Liu Qiaozhen heart loves, but to get rid of fate, still choose the families of cadres Huang Yaping. \u0026 Ldquo; you want to break out \u0026 rdquo; mood after romance, friends Cao Lu Yao went to the river valley, where a good cry. Cao Lu Yao eight large river valley, Yanchuan County famous poet, during the Cultural Revolution because of support \u0026 ldquo; red \u0026 rdquo ;, DG was sent to jail Lu Yao. After the two men shake hands. The summer of 1970, Cao River valley route to places of education activists, tune Lu Yao to the distribution group training. In the communications group, Lu Yao met future wife Linda. Linda unsophisticated, good writing. Whose father was a returned overseas Chinese, Liao served as secretary. After love with Lu Yao, 林达特 to meet with her childhood growing up in a courtyard Lin Hong, Lin Hong, said to cry. The summer of 1973, each commune began to recommend the workers of University Students. Lu Yao because \u0026 ldquo again; Baizhen Ji \u0026 rdquo; case has been rejected Beijing Normal University and Shaanxi Normal University Department of Chinese. In Yanchuan County Bureau of Culture and Education and the county's efforts to re-verify the case, prove 白振基 had died on April 18 in the morning, nothing to do with Lu Yao. 1973 Autumn, Lu Yao to be postponed one week into the Yan'an University department. His head is not high, looking stocky kind. School day, he wore a new old gray uniform length, Kua yellow rucksack, \u0026 ldquo; Hun shall \u0026 rdquo; were carefully scraped face bright green bright green, mouth reveals a smile. With his excellent organizational skills, unanimously elected squad leader. Linda monthly wage of 38, most of the support of Lu Yao, the rest maintain their simple daily lives. Later in Luyao dying, although many people have criticized the heart of Linda, she was suspected but never in this life as Lu Yao did sacrifice. Lu Yao graduated in 1977, to stay in the 'Shaanxi literature' (later 'Yanhe' magazine) when editing. Linda in Yanchuan county propaganda department as Director. A year later, January 25, 1978, the two married. Marriage room is located in the county propaganda department office, a double bed, two new quilt, posted a cave entrance \u0026 ldquo; happy \u0026 rdquo; words. Luyao wearing a blue dress, Wear a blue hat, two minced, separate them from far away. In 1979, the daughter of Lu Yuan was born. At this time of Shaanxi Writers everyone dice simmering effort, to come up with a good artistic works. In 1978, Jia Ping-wa's 'moon children' won the National Excellent Short Story Award, 1979 Chen Zhongshi 'trust' by National Excellent Short Story Award, 'conduct chapter' won the 1980 prize for literature flying. At the time Lu Yao very distressed, \u0026 ldquo; \u0026 rdquo ;. want to break He wrote in 1978 novella negate the Cultural Revolution, 'soul-stirring scene,' was rejected two years all publications. In the final vote, 'contemporary', Lu Yao friend said, \u0026 ldquo; If we was rejected, it is a burning of \u0026 rdquo ;. But not long after, he received 'contemporary' called, invited him to Beijing Revising the phone. Novel 'startling' in the 'contemporary' published in 1980, the third phase of the headlines. After he won the first session of the National Award for best novella, 1979--1980 annual 'contemporary' literary honors. 'Yanhe' poet Wen frequency memories, a Sunday, Lu Yao came shortness front yard, holding a telegram, a door he shouted: I won the prize! Then he rushed over to hug him. Pumping a good smoke, is the psychological needs of the summer of 1981, Lu Yao in northern Shaanxi Oasis County live in one of the most important hostel writing fiction \u0026 mdash; \u0026 mdash; 'Life', working eighteen hours a day, day and night, regardless, as ignite body fire, facial ulcers, middle of the night in a hostel in circles, so that people doubt his mental disorder hostel. Luyao like getting into situations such as purgatory in general, he thinks \u0026 ldquo; only in extremely heavy labor, people will live more fulfilling \u0026 rdquo ;. The body and mind are put down low, the warehouse full of life filled to Mangu, rich Rao Fengying, which is his basic outlook on life. During this period, there have been a daunting task. Lu Yao father cut the tree side of the road, was caught qingjian County Public Security Bureau detention center. In fact, he is known to bully the family home in the \u0026 ldquo; door \u0026 rdquo; not stand people. Luyao removed several layers of care relationship to the county clerk qingjian intercede, Lu Yao was able to release his father. Power, in rural and urban reality exhibited into a disadvantage practical attributes, and the bottom of its coveted worship farmers, deeply rooted in the spirit of Lu Yao, the number of affected some of his actions later. Only twenty days after, 'life' finalized. Luyao specifically to the northern Shaanxi famous Taoist shrines Baiyun Road Conception smoked a sign, display \u0026 ldquo; \u0026 rdquo ;, Heming Miracle down. 'Life' in 'Harvest' magazine in 1982 published the first three headlines. China Youth Publishing House in November 1982 launched the booklet. Hot extent beyond imagination. 130,000 first printing publishers, quickly sold out. Second Edition Black Turquoise Nike Jordan Hydro 2 Slide Sandal Sale 125000, printed 7200 after a year, the total number of nearly 260,000. Letters avalanche seven or eight television drama to be changed, the janitor's phone Black White Red Nike Barkley Posite Max Sale must be ringing off the hook, Lu Yao often just take calls home, have not settled on one foot, then turned around again the next call. Young people see him as \u0026 ldquo; \u0026 rdquo ;, mentor some of frustrated youth, requiring him to catch a few days ago I wrote a few months enlighten them, otherwise you will die for him. In 1983, the novel by the Chinese Writers Association of \u0026 ldquo; 1981 \u0026 mdash; \u0026 mdash; 1982 \u0026 rdquo; National Award for best novella. For outstanding creative achievement, in 1983, Lu Yao Shaanxi Branch of the Chinese Writers Association to become a professional writer will be stationed. March 1985, 36-year-old Lu Yao, and Jia Ping-wa and Chen, Yang Wei Xin together, was elected Vice-Chairman of the Chinese Writers Association of Shaanxi branch. However, Lu Yao's life distress are beyond human imagination. He was too poor chink, enough people travel to Beijing to accept the award. Luyao good smoke, and smoke good smoke, two packs a day. More than one hundred dollars of wages is not enough sometimes his cigarette money. Coupled with poor relatives also aid in rural areas, support two pairs of parents in rural areas, life stretched. Hyperion had asked him, why not reduce the level of smoke? Lu Yao does not agree that cigarette smoke is not good physiological needs, psychological needs. Not for the hat and no cattle, but to create a relatively solemn mood. 'Lu Yao Biography' author thick husband believes, pumping a good smoke, \u0026 ldquo; self-esteem has to defend its strong side, which no doubt \u0026 rdquo ;. Finally, the award date is approaching, brother King Tin Nike Air Max Lok in lending $ 500, rushed to Nike Air Jordan 6 High Heels Boots Purple Red the Xi'an Railway Station, Lu Yao gave anxiously waiting. There is a \u0026 ldquo; martyrdom \u0026 rdquo; the tragic spirit in 1983 spring and summer, Lu Yao has fame, he was determined to again put himself dropped into \u0026 ldquo; severe cattle-like labor \u0026 rdquo; Nike 6.0 Mavrk Mid 2 Skate Shoes White Red \u0026 mdash; \u0026 mdash; to write a vast lengthy Fiction. After two years of preliminary information on reserves, the fall of 1985, Lu Yao with two boxes of books and materials, and dozens of cigarettes and two cans of Nestle coffee, the Tongchuan Mining coal hospitals began writing. Under his brother's get together, mine hospital arranged for him a studio with a Nike Air Max 2014 small change, a table, a bed, a small cabinet, there are some plastic sofa. Mine life difficult, no vegetables, eggs, tofu immune buy. Luyao get up at noon to eat bread, rice and pickles. Sometimes at night to eat noodles. In early December, the completion of the first section of the draft. Luyao embrace more than two hundred thousand words of the manuscript, in time before the New Year back home to visit her daughter road away. Marital relations with his wife Linda is a spent force. Both regardless of family background, or habits, ways of thinking are passing. Xu is suffering from hunger is still a child suffering from heart mischief, his daughter never skimp on materials, daughter to get at what he bought. He had to borrow money to buy his daughter an expensive piano, but eventually useless, had put in the corner of Nike Air Jordan 3 Basketball Shoes Black Redan 3 the house. Spring daughter to eat a sandwich, he traveled to Xi'an, the last at the Hyatt Regency hotel to spend 60 yuan to buy two. This means that a university graduate two months' wages. \u0026 Ldquo; it is gold that does not do it? \u0026 Rdquo; see my colleagues asked. Early 1986, Lu Yao to the first draft for a 'contemporary' in charge of the five northwestern provinces manuscript editor Zhou Changyi youth. Zhou Changyi recalled later, during his Xi'an, people often ask: Lu Yao to see the manuscript, right? Look weird. \u0026 Ldquo; like a lot of people are not optimistic about this manuscript Lu Yao, Lu Yao did not seem to believe that after 'life', but also to write something better \u0026 rdquo ;. But in fact, Zhou Changyi do not think this is a good novel. No suspense, no surprises, not enough time moving, studying not go on. Thereafter, the Writers Publishing House also withdrew draft. The mid-1980s, is rampant modernism, realism era of inferiority, or write about magical realism, stream of consciousness, symbolism, black humor, if not qualified to talk about literature. Wang Luyao grief Tianle said, Is Tolstoy, Cao, Nike Air Jordan 11 Retro Shoes White Red Liu Qing and other overnight become the boy student yet? Finally, the 'Ordinary World' first published in November 1986 by the not-so-mainstream 'Flower City' on six full text, in December, the text published by the Union. The summer of 1987, until Lu Yao finished second, because a lot of internal differences of opinion, 'Flower City' do not want made. Transferred to the more marginal 'Yellow River' magazine published. At this time, his body has completely collapsed, like \u0026 ldquo; spring entirely snapped \u0026 rdquo ;, only with the legs, the tiny power knee, kneeling on the floor of the scattered manuscript pages and materials to pack up. Every breath are particularly difficult to mobilize the body all the remaining force. In any place, as long as a sit down, and fell asleep, snoring majestic play. After a sudden large vomiting, Wang Tianle accompany him to the hospital emergency, the result is, we must stop work immediately, in order to continue to Air Max 2013 Black Varsity Red survive. But Lu Yao do not think so. He went to Yulin, find a gave Wang Zhen, Chen Yonggui seen the disease of old Chinese Zhangpeng Ju. After 张鹏举 conditioning, a little better after the disease, in late October 1987, Lu Yao began a third creation. Friends Baimiao said Lu Yao stronger Mind not allow ourselves to give the impression of weak sickly, so he was reluctant to declare their condition to outsiders, even do not dare to admit. Thick husband says: \u0026 ldquo; he was afraid like Cao Xueqin, leaving half of the book, like Liu Qing, regret in life. \u0026 Rdquo; he also believes, Lu Yao's body there is a \u0026 ldquo; martyrdom \u0026 rdquo; the tragic spirit. Brother King Tin Lok Lu Yao in the most difficult moments in life has been to be with him, after Lu Yao's death, he wrote an article entitled \u0026 ldquo; suffering is his constant Air Max 2013 Mesh Blue White companion \u0026 rdquo ;. Suffering, martyrdom, \u0026 ldquo; cattle-like labor \u0026 rdquo ;, which is Lu Yao set for themselves in life. Born in the barren land of the child's heart, the need for a noble, tragic, destructive force, illuminate and burn themselves. Lu Yao also changed the fate of his brother King Tin Lok. He became famous after writing the hard-working, thoughtful brother hire Tongchuan Mining When coal miners and took him to the 'Yan'an Daily' when reporters. \u0026 Ldquo; Tian Xiaoxia dead \u0026 rdquo; 'Ordinary World' third place in the creation of Yulin Hotel, the conditions much stronger than before, eat a big meal, but also a hot bath. He almost completely forgot his own. One day, he is interviewed Luochuan County Tianle Wang suddenly received a 'Yan'an Daily' club transferred to the phone and let him speed to Yulin. Luochuan about three hundred kilometers from Yulin, need a day to arrive. King Tin Lok, etc. edgy arrived Lu Yao cried and said to him, Tian Xiaoxia died. King Tin Lok froze for a long time to react, works in the field are the characters, Sun Shaoping girlfriend. He vexation, vocal chatter Luyao meal. Once again the king in Hukou interview, Lu Yao's phone chase. He turned out to be run out of coffee and cigarettes. Federation of Literary and publishing company could not give him an advance of royalties, and not a penny in hand, they can not find someone to buy it. Tin Lok Wang had asked a friend to find a leader Yulin. Leadership is very warm, first brought the ten \u0026 ldquo; Happy New Year \u0026 rdquo ;, five bottles of coffee, and told to send once a month, funded out of the Yulin finances. January 27, 1988, Lu Yao to complete the 'Ordinary World' third draft. Two months later, at 12:30 on March 27, 1988, the Central People's Broadcasting Station broadcast the first 'Ordinary World.' Edit 叶咏梅 is Luyao encounter a year ago when the tram, just to get this book. Ye Yongmei I do not know his condition, according to the broadcast needs, asking him before June 1, the third section of the cross into the draft. Lu Yao decided to go to his poised, 'Life' Writing to \u0026 mdash; \u0026 mdash; Oasis, completing his third final of finalization. May 25, five days away from the deadline, Air Max 2013 Mesh Black Green he's nervous, shaking like a writing hand Shaikang, leg cramps kept, often awakened from a dream, severe heart beating, will faint in the past when to follow. After writing, the first thing he did was put the pen from the window and threw it out. He went to the bathroom in front of the mirror, looking at the old emaciated himself, burst into tears. June 1, Lu Yao Wang Tianle accompanied to Beijing, to the novel manuscript sent to the Central People's Broadcasting Station of the third section. There has piled up nearly two thousand spectators letter. Like thirsty braggadocio though 'Ordinary World' constantly challenged critics, but it is subject to the public an unprecedented welcome. In early 1991, the writer Bai Ye know in advance the results of Mao Dun Prize, and he immediately went to Lu Yao telegraphed: \u0026 ldquo; winning masterpiece, is a foregone conclusion \u0026 rdquo ;. In the afternoon, Lu Yao at home restless, always feel there's anything, went to the Writers yard stroll, go porter, saw the letter in front of the insert has a telegram, may feel concerned with their own, get a hand saw, It is good news for white Ye sent. He was too excited to jump, the first time to find King Tin Lok, told him won the prize, ranking first. Two half-day speechless. At this time, in addition to his daughter, he was almost nothing. Lu Yao finished early in the second portion of the body facing collapse, his wife Linda had filed for divorce. King Tin Lok also advised him to end a marriage in name only, but Lu Yao did not agree with her on the grounds. March 10, 1991, 'People's Daily' announced the results of contradictions Prize for Literature. CCTV News entrust Shaanxi TV news department, collect and reflect a deep life of three minutes Luyao newsreel, for 'Network News' broadcast. Luyao penniless again borrow toll to Beijing to accept the award, but Beijing was a treat, but also buy a hundred sets of 'Ordinary World' give it away. King Tin Lok cobble together a five thousand yuan arrived at the train station, she said angrily: What future do not re-award, if it took the Nobel Prize, I can not give you looking to foreign exchange. Lu Yao bite: \u0026 ldquo; Japanese Literature fuck! \u0026 Rdquo; after winning the prize back to Xi'an, Jia Ping-wa to celebrate him. He said, do you think I am too serious on the stage? Jia said: Xiangsha miles? He said: I put them all trampled it! Jia Ping-wa said, \u0026 ldquo; he is a strong man. Strongman who has his outstanding place than the average person, there are at most people can not understand. He atmosphere, also overbearing, he happy forthright, but also hard to use ruthless, he also let you let you respect fear. \u0026 Rdquo; 1992 In January Shaanxi Branch of the Chinese Writers Association faced general, Lu Yao is prepared chairmanship. He told friends chat wide open, to Hing head, vowed: CWA to set up a company, five committees, each year engage in a Grand Prix, the registration fee to earn a lot. Friends asked next film, he saw a friend, a single word to say: You look down on me, this time, I not only winning at home, but also take international awards. There can not hide the embarrassment of the place. He and his wife Linda have agreed to divorce, Linda returned to Beijing to give up all contact job mobility. July, daughter Lu Yuan primary school, was his grandmother Linda to Beijing over the summer. Writers Lu Yao began renovation of a new grant to his new home that he moved to the door of a friend who lives. This is a time when people often see him sitting in front of the Writers broken wicker chair lethargy. August 6, he took a few pieces of clothing, toiletries and Writers simple membership card to ride the train to his familiar Yan'an, severe liver pain, sick in Yan'an hotel. August 12, was admitted to Yan'an Lu Yao People's Hospital of Infectious Diseases 18, inspection results, cirrhosis, accompanied by jaundice. Yan'an Propaganda Department considers it necessary Writers want to notice the condition, but Lu Yao insisted confidential. Shaanxi Provincial Party Committee in July has been officially aspiring Shaanxi Writers Association for his club chairman, but the final results have not yet announced. But the news spread, and soon sent to the provincial party committee, arranged for him to live in the provincial capital of Xijing Hospital liver disease treatment center. Thick husband went to the hospital to visit, to see him thin and small, face charred, curled up in bed, like a pile of burning coke after a stir. His wife Linda have been working in Beijing, China News Agency. Although there are efforts to rescue the hospital, at 8:20 on November 17, 1992, Lu Yao died at the age of 43 years. 2015 Nike Free 5.0 Linda fly back in the evening of 18 in Xi'an, handling her husband's funeral. Jia Ping-wa said: \u0026 ldquo; he is a good writer, he is a good politician, he is a magnificent person. 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