Unattainable loveAudio clip: Adobe Flash Player (9 or above) to play this audio clip. Click here to download the latest version. You need to open your browser's JavaScript support. Tracks: unattainable love Album: North-South Concerts: good sister Band lyrics: Zhang thick Year: 2013 I know honeysuckle, is lying on a good sister Anne's birthday. Lonicera a man standing awkwardly in the corner of the room, holding a bottle of beer, looked in front of this group of people he did not know, facial expressions reveal a trace of fear. I always do not miss the opportunity to tease these shy teenager, Nike Air Jordan 11 Kobe Shoes Black Yellow Redan 1 so holding wine glasses walked over to him and gave him a smile. Lonicera also politely nod and smile to me, I see him smile for longer than five seconds, he nervously turned back to see that he is not standing behind another person, see no one, before deciding greeted me. Lonicera said: Hello. I deliberately stand close to him, make an expression of smoke as the pro line, pick eyebrows, asked him: What is your name? Honeysuckle: I ...... I called honeysuckle season. I Puchi laugh out, your parents are watching 'honeysuckle' toothpaste ads only to you get the name? This time Lonicera face was red, he drank a beer hide his anxiety: Of course not! My grandfather's name was taken, he was Chinese medicine ...... I looked around, interrupted his explanation: you do not tell other people how to play one? Lonicera stammered: I ...... I told them are not very understanding. Anne is my client, I would have to travel to talk about things with her, did not think she invited me to come here ...... I interrupted him, with interest and asked: travel? You do not work in Beijing? Where did they come from? Lonicera drank a beer, swallowing movements make his Adam's apple seemed very nice. Nike Free Run 3 Women He said: I work in Shanghai. Then they cut the cake Annie shouted, I took honeysuckle scrape together the past. Themselves in the din, I heard honeysuckle carefully Q: What's your name? Ni Yang. I said. He suddenly rushed me solemnly say: Thank you, Ni Yang. I smiled at him, a hint of guilt, because he's teasing me as a kindness. After several months, I received a strange number of messages sent to: Ni Yang, I was honeysuckle season. I do not know if you remember me. I'm here to Beijing on a business trip. If your convenience, I would like to ask you to see a face. I immediately dialed the phone back, the bell rang for a long time before he pick up, very calm voice: Ni Yang, hello. I said: midnight, before the People's Heroes Monument in Tiananmen Square to see, okay? Lonicera lengleleng: ah? I increased the tone: okay? Lonicera immediately said: No problem. See you! Put down the phone, I am a little regret, this is not too bully him? But soon it disappeared shadowless guilt: I'm not with him so! In order to meet the evening, eight o'clock at home I slept, woke up at half past twelve. Honeysuckle could not get through, I had to rush to Tiananmen Square. So I ran out of breath when the People's Heroes Monument, has been a little over a minute. Although it is in July, but still a little cold at night, Lonicera a person standing in the square up and down the nap with, saw me coming, tense expression obviously slacked. Lonicera welcome back, his eyes full of bloodshot: You finally come! Scared me! I was afraid you what happened! My cell phone is dead ...... I interrupted him: you're not afraid of me playing you? In this Shadeng. Lonicera scratched his head: I thought about this possibility. But I waited, a clear conscience. His words made me relaxed, and I pulled him to the curb and sat down and told him that I really just want to see the ceremony, because to Beijing for so long, because I was lazy never seen. Lonicera heard this laughed: You have always been one to think one is it? I stared at him: You can not be happy to go back ah! Lonicera more happy smile: fool, and a lovely girl together stay up late waiting to see the flag, such a rare thing, how can I miss? This time he was obviously more comfortable, natural smile, humor, language, a mere four hours soon past, East exposed gray dawn, they were mixed together with a lot of tourists, far overlooking the ceremony. Shining sun shines on his face, gave him the outline of a sandwich of Phnom Penh, I looked at his face solemn, single eyelids eyes wide open, watching the national flag on the flagpole rises slowly, looked focused, apparently has been this scene very attracted by a sense of ceremony. I could not help tiptoe, kissed on his lips. Lonicera stared at me in surprise, until the end of the national anthem, the national flag on the mast lift, he said something to me almost to tears: you doing? I snappily: Why not! I walked away, honeysuckle quickly followed me, took my hand, hastened to apologize to me: I'm sorry, I'm sorry Ni Yang, I ...... I do not mean that. I have a blank mind, I do not know how that's going to pop out of his face wearing words to ...... expression of guilt obvious, I know he did not mean it, suddenly relented down. I like him? do not know. Just at that moment there is the feeling, so I just do something like that. In fact, he does not seriously Daoye Hao, he really the case, I would also think about ways how to explain to him the moment but in fact I was pumping head wind, but this is likely to hurt him. I do not want to hurt people, so this is just kind of. Lonicera but obviously this as a great thing, he kept explaining to me: my parents are soldiers, I grew up in a military compound grew up, instinctively feel that this solemn occasion should not be desecrated, I did not mean to say that sentence, I do not want to hurt you, you do not get angry, do not be sad ...... I looked him up and shouted: Hey, you had enough yet? I had nothing, so you're all sad! Lonicera silly, Leng Leng looked at me, paused, but did not say a word. I said: OK, this thing we have to forget it, it never happened when. Honeysuckle: ah? But ...... I say: But what? So, I go! Before he could answer, I walked away, he did not catch up. It goes far, crossing the street, I secretly looked back at him, he innocently stood there, looking at the general direction of a daze I left. Scared me, almost played the fire. I Paizhexiongkou think. A week later I received a gift sent honeysuckle, is a Totoro doll, he said that I had mentioned that night, like chinchillas. In fact, I remember it. I am a forgetful man, Anne often said that my heart is like the sieve holes punched above all, big and small can leak past. In fact, I would think this way we go, as my mother used to say, when broken constantly, anti-troubled. So I pulled on the Chinchilla office gave new little sister, the day to go on as usual, until one day, honeysuckle suddenly appeared in front of me. Saw him in the office hall door and turn to almost trick the security skeptical look, I quickly go rescue him. Lonicera saw me he smiled and walked over the red, relieved smile: Ni Yang, good, you're not mad at me. I somehow full forehead: Why I mad at you? Lonicera watching me suspiciously, froze for a few seconds, and suddenly eyes become meaningful: Nothing, nothing. Are you hungry? We went to eat it! I'm laughing: You really are living in your own little world, ah, do not ask me if I had something in the evening. Lonicera little embarrassed, so I do not have the heart to see him let him down, he had their own circle back to the words: joking with you, I'm hungry, Nike Air Jordan 11 Retro Shoes White Black I eat something quick to take. Three drinks, two people are ruddy. Honeysuckle drink wine becomes love to laugh, words are more up, he told me he danced interesting work and life, and regardless of whether patriotic listen to me, the people of his voice. I'm lazy, nest on the sofa, there is not a ride a ride to listening to his speech, most of the time staring at his face in a daze, the man looked nice, and sometimes there is a mature style, sometimes there are teenagers like cute, but I ...... honeysuckle suddenly shout my name: Ni Yang, you still listening? I recovered, adjust the smile: ah, listen to it! Lonicera suddenly become cramped, as I did the first time I saw him. He subconsciously playing with red wine, his eyes riveted on me, I am a little scared stare. I say: This is how it? There are words you say ah, though you looked at me with great sincerity, but you do not say I still do not know ah! Lonicera laugh, he said: You're my master ease tension, but said it happened, I was just so nervous in front of you. I made a very surprised look: Really? Because I look like a dominatrix, I fear you eat? Lonicera this did not laugh, he looked at me, suddenly took my hand and said: Ni Yang, I love you, can you be my girlfriend? About this, I am not without feeling. If not, like me, he could not have seen my face after the first, the next trip to Beijing to find me, but also stayed up all night with me to see the flag; if not love me, he will not kiss that thing Dedicated to Nike Jordan Prime Fly arms, and catch up with Beijing and give a gift to see me is not still angry. Men are very real animals, you have to know. But the Nike Air Jordan 3 Basketball Shoes Black White Red woman is also very scary reality, such as ...... He did not call me, this can not be forced. But he looked at me with great sincerity, his eyes emotion fascinated me, his voice is so sweet, he looks is so cute ...... I looked at him, even speechless 'No'. Lonicera took my hand, looking forward to my answer, I looked into his eyes, I feel the air froze. If I refused, he would never see this cute face it, if I promised him, and it is unfair. How can I do it? How can I do it? I said: Well boring here, we go out right? Lonicera eyes a hint of loss, but he did not give up. Walking on a crowded street, Nike Zoom Hyperdunk he got hold of my hand, I did not break. Lonicera pretending easily: this issue so difficult? To you want so long. I say: Do you like me? Lonicera smiled: standard answer should be 'I do not know what you like, but I just love you,' right? Girls do not like to say it should be no reason Air Max 2013 Mesh Black Green for it? I did not laugh, looked up at him, he felt something wrong, immediately shut. Lonicera 忽然停下来, standing in front of me, slowly, seriously ask: Ni Yang, you are not like me? I honestly answer: no. Lonicera asked: Do you not love me? I looked away: the meaning of the word love too wide ...... honeysuckle hands holding my face, I say: You do not like this, I do not like it. My face trapped in his hands, forced to look at his eyes. I feel like I'm going to cry out. Honeysuckle on my lips and gently kissed it, let me go, he said: This is the last time I owe you. I was confused him, and his heart in the end thinking? Lonicera said: I know, women are slow, I can not force you to like me. But I will wait for you to like me. I shook my head: Do not come to my set of Scarlett and Rhett. Lonicera winked at me: at least Rhett finally married Scarlett. I say: be the last of his heart was hurt let in. Lonicera silent for a moment: why should you take words were so desperate? But not hurt you, what do you worry about? Well, the word has been so far, I have nothing to say. Honeysuckle with better vision for the future is gone, left me with a big question mark, so I help to Annie. Anne said rudely: you two things I do not stir together, I'm sorry, can not help. I pester begged her, she sighed and said: Season honeysuckle is a good man. My words can only say here. I was unhappy to return to her: You did not help. Office of the young girl passed by me, in my mind ventilation, do not know why she pulled Q: Totoro how? She froze, staring at me: you want to go back? I ...... I already gave my boyfriend ...... or I give you to buy? God in her heart I must be crazy! Season Lonicera you forced me into neuropathy, why give me such a heavy psychological pressure? Think of here, my mind suddenly jumped Anne fork proceed appearance, she proudly at Nike Air Jordan 3 Basketball Shoes Black Redan 3 me, said: You admit it, your heart is also some love him! Impossible! I said firmly. Right ah, looking back, but we've seen three times surface, how could I love him? I have a sieve heart ah! Lonicera came after Beijing several times, but this times he was busy with work, come and gone, and I only have time to eat a few meals. He did not mention things before, but my tone of voice were more intimate, but also close some of the action. He likes to hold my hand, I quite enjoy the feeling was holding his hand. In this quiet time, the Beijing through the bleak autumn, into the desolate winter. Near Christmas time, honeysuckle call me: This time I have to stay a week in Beijing, I say I live with friends, there is no let the company arranged for me to stay. I can live with thee? I am silly, this former villain times are so honest, a gentleman with the fox tail was finally exposed, attack, right? Ni Yang when I began to be a man nose out? But think of his pathetic little eyes, my Nike Air Jordan 11 Retro Shoes White Red heart soft down, let him live, I was afraid my rogue? Lonicera carrying a large bag walked into my house, looked around with impunity. I do not like to clean up the room, he was seen by a guilty conscience, and quickly stop: the line, do not look, you sleep on the sofa bed, and I do not put my queen size bed to give you. Queen size bed? Honeysuckle nose, he looked out of my bedroom door in the back, he smiled and said: you can not see or outdoor enthusiasts, and even their own sleep are inflatable. I said: This is interest in life you understand? Lonicera laughed: did not you know! I listened to how these words so upset ah! I say go, honeysuckle quit, took me to a nearby market to buy meat and vegetables, do not come back a little while, three soup appeared on the table, taste, taste than my dad to do the dishes still stick ʱ?? Dinner, we were to walk hand in hand, there is not a ride a ride to chat, the heart is very serene. Back, I watch TV he Internet, it feels like an old married couple married for many years, very natural. But this is the first time he came to my house, ah, why? To sleep a little, I changed pajamas, very seriously warned him: Do not change the night crying wolf, if Ganluan come, I will play him face peach blossoms. Lonicera look innocent expression: I tiring hard day, not in the mood. you think too much! I was his blocking was speechless, only glowered at him, just to turn around, he hung wretched smile, hey smiled and said: If there is a demand Ni Missy, I'd be happy to take on. Just to have on hand pillow, I glanced at him to throw it in the past. I lay in bed over and over again, there is a problem do not understand: When do we become so familiar with it? Five days off, Air Max 2013 Mesh Blue White no problem. I feel a little strange. He just told me hand up to hug, no mention about the feelings of the subject with me, never kissed, did not have any tentative action, Does he really is Liuxia? I do not believe. Friday night before going to sleep, I changed pajamas and sat down in front of him. Lonicera looked at me strangely: how? I gently kissed him, he looked at me, face complicated. I asked: Do you want to reproduce the scene of the flag when it? Lonicera heard this, back and kissed me. My arms around his neck, enjoying his kiss. Kiss I have limp into a pool of mud, honeysuckle suddenly stopped and asked: Are you sure? I glumly said: you have to ask at this time so many questions? ...... Morning sun shone through the curtains, I was lying next to the honeysuckle, carefully looked at his sleeping face, suddenly a question in my mind: I love him? Lonicera woke up, his black eyes looked at me, his face showing a smile, he said softly: I love you. Leng Leng I stared at him, not knowing what to say. Lonicera half-jokingly frowned: this time you should not say 'I love you' or 'me too' it? I suddenly felt guilty, and his eyes move away, got put on pajamas, go take a bath. Honeysuckle outside the bathroom and cried: Ni Yang, in the end how is it? Underwater shower head crashed, I pretended to not hear anything. Bath, honeysuckle is waiting for me. I just feel a little Huangde death, out of the eyes can not see him. Lonicera took my hand, gently asked me: how do you? I said: no how. The two of us sat on the sofa, the air like a frozen same. I could not help but ask 2015 Nike Free 5.0 honeysuckle: You say you love me, that's how it feels. Lonicera said: No you around, I'll think of you, think what you're doing. Think of you, my heart beats faster. You kiss me, my heart would stop. And you see all related, I will feel warm, happy, I can not help but smile, like a fool. You stand in front of me, I'd love to hold you, want to kiss you, and you want to do ...... a happy thing, but is afraid of blasphemy for you. I want to tell you, until the old. I think this is love. He looked at me: How about you? Have you ever love me? My heart a lot of long grass, buzz, I do not know, Nike Air Max I really do not know. He said it is love, it really is love? He made it so determined, it can not determine why. These words came out, floating, little power are not, how can convince me, how can they teach me to measure it? Honeysuckle and asked: How about you? I HUO Di stood up, clutching his ears shouting: Do not ask any more questions! Do not ask any more questions! Lonicera also stood up, he looked at me in disbelief: in the end is how? The beginning is you first approached me, I thought you liked me. I love you, you are determined enough, so I'll give you the time, waiting for you to fall in love with me last night, you take the initiative ...... initiative to meet me, I think you have identified your heart, why all of a sudden, all of a sudden become so your heart in the end what are you thinking? Without thinking I blurted out: In the beginning I just wanted to take liberties with you, last night but is tempted you! You do not ask me, do not ask! I regret saying it, because the honeysuckle's face became hard to see, his lips trembling, like to see a stranger looking at me. Lonicera Q: Ni Yang, do you think this is very fun? No, that is not fun. I actually did not think, last night I did not want to test him, I was tempted myself! I like him, I liked it, but I'm not sure I love him. Love, love in the end is what it feels like it? Lonicera sorry, I was a mess, but I was afraid Nike Air Jordan 11 Retro Shoes White Black of losing you. But today I woke up from your side, I feel so guilty, I feel like I lie to you, I'm sorry, really sorry ...... but I can not tell them, I would stare at the honeysuckle, watching his eyes in the last glimmer of hope, but to see him pack up his things, to see him standing in the doorway carrying a bag, to say goodbye. He moved his lips to say something, say it has not. He looked at me, turned to leave. Lonicera looking back, I feel deep down there is what has been pulled out, Shengtengshengteng, I collapsed on the ground, the courage to chase him, but I catch him, but say? Anne no longer say I sieve heart, and she said I did not mind. I do not know. I now suspect that in the end there is no heart, maybe I'm the one. 'Spinach.' But I often think of honeysuckle, do not know what he is good at Shanghai, he is now Air Max 2013 Light Grey Red doing it? Honeysuckle, now I think of you, heart beats faster. I remember that day to see the flag I kiss you, I feel surrounded by quiet, I could not hear my own heart beating. I see that you sent me e-mail, text messaging will not help coming smile, the young girl said the office, I saw your call head, mouth smiling all blanket to the ears. Every time I see you, to see you nice facial features, see you slightly upturned lips, see your gentle smile, the sound you hear with a magnetic, I wanted to put into your arms, kiss you good dissolved into your body, so that day, I take the initiative to tease you ...... sit and look at the time you leave, I suddenly think, in this life, I could not find people like you, you put something of my soul away. 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