nobody is disappearing

last night i was watching one of my favourite shows- WOOOOOOOORD

then in that ep. dana has breast cancer and she has a surgery to remove one of her breast

dana is so cranky after the surgery cause she believes that everything is gone

her career, her lover, her family, her friends, her fans, and her future

one scene is that she is sitting on her bed and pulling out her hair

she says "look at all these hair.. al, im disappearing"

okkkkkkkkk tears were just nonstop rolling down

cause it reminds me of my baby sis

i shouldn't be worried about anything

cause she is back with mama and daddy

and she is a lot happier now

it's just that i miss her

i wonder how she is doing

and i want her to know that even tho im not with her right at this moment

but my love is always there

always and forever

pizza monster + icecream freak

i bought that frozen pizza when i came back in sept

haha and i finally cooked it!

i waited for so long haha *3 months*

it was sooooooooooooooo yummy!

i ate a lot, seriously.. A LOT!

so i turned into a pizza monster (cookies monster's friend)

im just so satisfied right now

fulllllllllllllll

ohh and i bought icecream yesterday!

it's mango and peach yogurt something like that

it was amazing! i couldn't stop eating!

i think i can totally finish that before christmas break

icecream icecream

8% （｡･ヘ･｡）

i was thinking to finish 212 final before this morning so i could go hand it in today

anyway i couldn't finish on time

so 4 days late

SHIT! somehow i was thinking 3.. oh well.. it's too late

8% is gone.. sucks!

i went to give laura the take home exam this afternoon

then went to work with luli

well she was the one working not me

i finished up my paper over there

and nowwwwwww editing

i hate it!

Power of Language

shan came visit us yesterday

we haven't hang out for soooo long

but the same old feelings are still here ≧(´▽｀)≦

so didn't get to read til late afternoon

shakespeare x fanon

the power of language!

i kinda know what to write
but i just have to finish both texts before i start

it takes me years to finish i would say

then today i was talking to fu jai

she said her assignment is about fu jaies haha

and she will send it to me tomorrow

kinda excited now

Goodbye to you

a song just came across my head

i would say it is one of my favourite songs

Michelle Branch- Goodbye to you

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

*Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

*repeat

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

*repeat x 2

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star