274 exam + 212 take home

i totally forgot to write my count down round 3 after my exam this morning

i used like less than 2 hours to finish my last 212 exam essay question

alright, i went to bed at 3 and wanted to get up at 6 cause i didn't finish reading the notes

not even once and that wasn't memorizing, it was just *reading*

then this morning at 6

i kept fell back asleep

like everytime i closed my eyes and then opened- 15 mins passed already

and i said *shit* like 100 times 三( ﾟДﾟ)

we went to hand in joyce's take home exam before 274 exam

we were soooooooooo tired

ok, 274 exam was SOOOOOO hard!

first part was short questions and choose 5 out of 7

i only knew like 3 for sure

then the essay part was alright

i bs the whole way through

this is actually my first time not knowing that much stuff on an exam!

well i guess first year psyc and econ were wrose

anyway, then i got home around 11:30

and had to start the last exam essay

i didn't start writing til 1:30! i was so panic

cause i didn't know what to write about and i had to read other articles to reference

katie msg me and she said she was just starting

then i finished the whole thing around 2:30 and went hand it in at 3

right on time! i don't really care if i have answered the questions!!!!!!!

as long as i got something to hand in, im save!

360 i hate you!!!!!!!!!!

i really don't know what to reflect in the exam tomorrow

counting down: round 2

count down: less than 6 hrs

1 more short essay to go

but i will do that after my exam tomorrow

sigh

late on my schedule againnnnn

right now- 274 exam

and SLEEP for at least 3 hrs

my brain just stops working when i don't get enough sleep

i have been not sleeping well for the past week

and last night i had only less than 3 hrs

alright go go go

counting down

count down: 15 hrs

2 short essays

be ready for 274 exam

i wish everybody is sleeping right now

or just be quiet

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stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress and stress

is it possible to memorize 12 weeks' readings, read another text, brainstorm, and write 2 short essays in a day?

oh, and write an exam too

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i know im stressed when..

don't feel like eating anything, want to puke everytime when i eat something

my digestive system just stops working

or

i eat myself up

FFFF i think this is the only word i want to say right now

time investment

cell group supper is tomorrow

i really don't want to go

first, i don't want to waste my time to go eat with people i don't think they really understand me

and i don't need them to, cause i know they never will

we just.. believe in different things

second, i don't even eat at home, how can i go eat buffet now!? i don't wanna waste my money

im broke

i know joyce will be madddddd

real mad

so im *planning* to have stomachache tomorrow morning

and say im too sick to go

or

i will just tell her the truth- i don't want to go!

i have 3 friggin exams on monday and tuesday

im really stressed right now

CRANKY mood is coming real fast..