my baby sis

i miss my sister so much!

like i don't even know what to do with it sometimes

i just wanna get back home asap and take care of her!

i was talking to her last night

it was her birthday the day before

and mikey bought her wii

rich mannnnnnnnn

so she was just asking me to do her a favour

like go search where to download wii games

but i had no ideas where to start!

anyway.. i was tired and sick

so a bit cranky at some point.. my bad :(

and my sister told me i could go and should go to get some sleep

i don't know.. i was so upset at myself

like she is the sick one..
and i can't even do simple things like that for her.. for just like a few mins

it's like.. i really want to be there for her and with her

but i just can't right now..

I MISS HER!!! ARGHHHH

チャンス!

now when i think back, i already took my first and second steps (last term- friday)

i should be happy and not to push myself too hard

anyway, i am so disappointed at myself when i got home from ainsleys

there was a chance that i could just go and say something

i really wanted to.. but of course i didn't do so

all i can do now is to wait for another chance..

YUI- Highway Chance

でもこのままじゃ終われない 終わりたくないでしょ?
チャンスを待つのよ
じっと チャンスを待つのよ

空港だって Harbor だって逃げ切れそうもない
人生なんてそうそう たやすく見逃しちゃくれない
お家にお帰り トットとお帰り 夜も同じだよ
抜け道などないから

空腹だって敗北だって逃げ切れそうもない
人生なんてそうそう たやすく見逃しちゃくれない
やり直すことも 許してはくれない 前だけ見てなよ
テレビゲームじゃないの

環状線から高速に乗り込む そんな Image で
突き進む だけど現実は 奴の手の平で 転がってるだけなんだ

悔しくたって悲しくたって逃げ出しちゃいけない
人生なんてそうそう たやすく見逃しちゃくれない
だけど諦めないでね 腐っちゃダメだよ チャンスは来るはず
その日は近づいてる

環状線から高速に乗り込む そんな Image で
突き進む だけど今はまだ 奴の手の平で 転がってるだけなんだ

でもこのままじゃ終われない 終わりたくないでしょ?
いま耐え時よ チカラを蓄えながら
チャンスを待つのよ
じっと チャンスを待つのよ

環状線から高速に乗り込む そんな Image を
現実に変えてゆくために 進んでゆくのよ

ハイウェイ・チャンスを逃さないために
よそ見は出来ない Bye Bye Bye すぐ追いつくからね

2008 winter term- resolutions!

first week of school is finally over

i still have one more new class to go tomorrow

my first week of school was different than any other weeks in past 2 and half years

monday- 2 new classes, JWST 270 & WMNS 311, ran into ainsley

tuesday- no school, tried to read SOCY 274 but didn't get anything done as usual

wednesday- RELS 236, then didn't get reading done againnnnn

thursday- equip meeting , badminton

friday- fellowship, house party @ ainsley's

saturday- skit practice, clubbing

besides going to classes, im actually doing something else!

i finally have some resolutions for 2008
well, it's for this term more likely

1) get involved in school! (that is what university is about!)
2) GO! (you can do it!)

3) participate in classes! (YO, put your hands upppppp!)

4) do the readings! (do it! do it!)

first day of winter term

i had JWST 270 at 8:30 on first day of school (monday)

JWST 270- Women and Judaism

monday is bad, 8:30 is even worse

this is a very very very super small class

the limit of this course is 25 people, and only 10 people have registered

she said she has never expected students have knowledge or background of jewish culture

good.. but yeh.. i am not going to stay in this course

1) i hate presentation

2) i don't like to talk in class

3) never ask me to read article in class

4) i am not interested

several people asked me

no, actually everytime when i tell somebody im taking JWST

people will say.. "why are you taking this course? why jewish studies?"

yeah,, WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????

there is no other courses i can choose. arughhhhh

then my second class for today is WMNS 311- Contemporary Feminist Thought

eww... i hate theories.. sigh

what do i really like? nothing.

anyway the class was cancelled cause the instructor- sempruch is sick

she is not coming back this term actually

everybody says she is an easy maker

but i kinda hate her courses cause presentation and group discussions are requirements in her courses

wow.. what is going on!

she is teaching both 311 and 321 (Gendering Opportunities- Women's Work)

321 is the course that i wanna replace JWST!

hopefully they are not going to cancel it.

then i heard that WMNS 310 prof- little is not teaching the course

WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTT! i want her to teach! come onnnn

everybody says she is super nice.. ahhhhh

so now, we are gonna have a shitty prof instead

i am a feminist, but not an activist

or do they go together???? WHAT???????

winter break

im back at kingston! yayaaa

2 weeks of toronto or not at home was totally enough for me

overall the break was alright

but i would say the REAL break just started

just stay at home and do absolutely nothing