mini epiphany!

So, does anyone else like thunderstorms? haha there's one happening now and it's pretty epic! I've officially been a lazy ass and I haven't blogged on here in too long. Sorry for the delay! However, i have officially finished ALL WORK for school!! YAY I just have to study now - and i also deleted my emo LJ post, because I had a mini epiphany while watching NANA and then some other animes, I realized what I love...asian stuff haha. It made me throw things into perspective and remember...I NEVER was a person to worry about the future, I was always optimistic and never ever like what I am now. I'm done being a pile of mush. I need things to change and I'm going to make them change. i'm not going to let myself get carried away about the future I will take it incredibly slow.

so what I got a flat tire?
so what I have no job?
so what I will be in school forever?
My poppop will be ok.

I got through the flat tire incident and will be more careful in driving.
I'll curb my spending and I won't worry about it, when I see a job that's right for me I'll snatch it! Until then, I can survive, This summer all my friends have jobs so maybe that means I won't have to spend that much? I don't know this is the only thing that's TRULY worrying me - so until my money REALLY starts running out. I will casually look for jobs, and when I see the right one, I can grasp it
My poppop will be ok, he's coming home he'll get settled in with help and then if i don't get to go to cali oh well, if i do - that's great too.

I have to remember who i was and not freak out over this kinda of stuff anymore. NO NO NO freaking out. just breathe.

I can make this life work.
AAA's single this week will be amazing.
Mother's day present
Gotta fix this stupid amazon order that was WRONG let's hope they email me back soon!

Can't wait to spend some time with friends that I haven't seen in a while!

YAY new laptop!! WOO

SOOO, finally I'm on my new laptop and not my crappy old one or my desktop...my desktop is nice, it just has nothing of mine on it haha. Therefore I could not post anything! But it was a good weekend! We celebrated Kim's birthday on friday & went to Costa Verde a portuguese restaurant and we got YUMMY sangria! After that we just bummed it at my house danced around my kitchen table LOL and it was fun times! Saturday I went bowling with Katie, kristen and Liz for Liz's birthday it was fun! Especially watching Liz and Kristen drunk LOL and then as soon as we got to Katie's house they both passed out so it was an early night.

OH YEAH thursday..I wanna say it was, there was HUGE spider in my room that was crawling on my arm T_T so I didn't sleep in my room for like 4 days LOL and even now I'm sleeping on the other end!! I'm such a loser!

I wonder if I should bring my new laptop to school tomorrow?
I have a test in the first class, but then the next class I have hm...idk actually! LOL...ugh I forgot I had a test this morning til 2 hours before it...and I acutally feel like I did good on the test but I don't want to say that and then get it back with a horrible grade...so i'll use reverse psychology and hope! haha.

other than that there is absolutely nothing good going on right now...tonight i think I'll either play Kingdom Hearts or start this game I got a while ago for my ps3 just haven't gotten too...called Folklore! YAY!

AND OMG. direct conversation possible with Naoya and Hidaka..WHAT?!
OH and I can't wait to hear more on Marysa and Alexs' experience at the Heart to tour. INTERACTION WITH AAA, AH I miss OTAKON!! I WANT TO MEET AAA AGAIN!

the Main Event!

So! since I last posted good things have happened!

I went to the main event with my friends Amy and Meghanne and it was an awesome night, not as awesome as seeing Jay, but still AMAZING! There were so many crews from boston, cali and all over the east coast that competed in this event and wow they were all soooo good even some of the crews from America's Best Dance Crew were there!!

Fr3sh
Static Noyze
Rhythm City
Kaba Modern
Fanny Pack!

It was so amazing to see them all live, Rhythm City absolutely killed it, their show was incredible! AND one of the crews competing even did a snippet from Brown Eyed Girls Abracadbra AND AND AND They did the dance and everything it was such a fangirl moment for me!! I LOVED IT...the hip sway so cool


AND there were a lot of reallllly cute guys performing - omigosh I loooove me some breakdancers! so many good lookers! hahaha

ALSO since the last time I posted I have become a moderator along with 2 other people over at oh wow, the main event dance competition was SO amazing.!!
Since I posted last I became the moderator along with 2 other people over at::

http://community.livejournal.com/attackallaround/

everyone go check that site out! JOIN! and share AAA information! GO GO!!!!

ugh but that has been it...all weekend I have tried to write this STUPID PAPER about this book that's actually good...I chose a good book for the book review however, this paper is just annoying...I have to use 2 outside sources - who does that? - when writing about this book...like whats the point.


and OMIGOSH I downloaded 2 new albums today
Lee Hyori- H-LOGIC...HOLY JESUS THAT ALBUM IS AMAZING. I LOVE IT...every track

and


Bennie BECCA!
Alive! AND her newest one..I actually don't remember the name LOL

it was a win for music today! I got so much good new music besides those 2 albums...good music day!

OH and on my site I posted a Naoya pic spam!!! Maybe you should check it out, ne? Hahahah till next time! :) bye bye!

Nissy <3! and AAA take 2

Alrighty, let's try this again! so I had a psych test today, totally bombed it I think...but I'm not worried cuz I have one more test and she drops the lowest grade so I'm guarenteed an A or B in this class..I'll take either hahaha. The most confusing subject ever = Classic Conditioning. holy hell, it confused the crap outta me for this test. Hmm, I kinda decided that I really wanna go to anime next - even though i probably won't have a job or the money...I'll find a way! haha, I'll kick myself if I don't see Stereo Pony when they're this close performing live. So I can't pass it up!
AH...Junior posted another video


THE END!! LOL...Jay singing A Whole New World. oh man we'd get along so well! Aladdin rocks...my friends and I jam out to it all the time. Junior is also of course so sick @ breaking! he was the one we got a picture with!! I still find it hilarious that he's lip syncing to Jay's voice. so planned. I hope they do get the 5 million views that one of em in the car says Yo this is gonna be like 5 million views LOL.

OK So
THE AITAI RIYUU preview is up AT AVEX. OMFG OMG. It sounds absolutely AMAZING. AND Dream After Dream. First of all both such amazing titles - second of all I LOVE LOVE LOVE the previews. I CANT WAIT FOR THE FULL VERSION. I wish I could get more than one version of this...but I bought some tour 2010 goods WHICH HAVE BEEN SHIPPED and I couldn't really afford more then one version T_T. However I do get the poster!!!

SO AAA is working with TK! OMG. Such great news, Matsuura san's tweets have been about AAA...a lot more then usual! I'm shocked but also crazy happy...because TK worked with AAA everyone is saying this will sky rocket their sales, etc. Although I'm sad that I will lose that small little AAA fandom but NOW THEY DESERVE A HUGE FANDOM and I want them to be the biggest band in JAPAN. I WANT AAA TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!!! LOL...OK pic spam take 2 :)!!!


Matsuura - san tweeted about this! YAY


AND this picture is from takauno...OMIGOSH NISSY IS SO CUTE, NE?????











Til next time...ITS TIME FOR SUPERNATURAL @ RACHELS!! YAY

WOW concerts galore

SO; this is going to be a concert year. Regardless of who I get to go see so many artists are coming to the east coast. I can't believe it.

Stereo Pony IS COMING TO ANIMENEXT. OMG I WANT TO GO

AHHHHHHHHHHHh I'm going. it's so close and I need to go. holy crap. I want to go so badly


AND I'm also seeing LADY GAGA IN CONCERT...I have tickets for that already!!!!!!
that's not til July

In may my cousin wants me to go to BAMBOOZLE...but also 2pm/2am and the Wondergirls are performing in NYC I WANT TO GO TO THAT TOOOOOO

AND THEN of course saturday I had that huge concert that was SO epic...what is going on!? Why are there so many good concerts coming aruond here?!?!?!

AND....I HAVE NO MONEY T_T I don't know what I'm going to do for a job when my unemployment runs out....ugh life is sucky when I think about that.

ALSO I almost forgot! Saturday I'm going to a breakdancing competition called THE MAIN EVENT it's in a few towns over from me...SUPER CLOSE and I CANT WAIT because people from America's best dance Crew are gonna be there! AH!!! YAY so let's get thru this week! and no frowning! I can't think about my job situation.