That such a surprising and very deppressing scene appear in my whole brain every fucking single moment.
It seems that will never stop for a while. Even comes in my sweet dreams.
Just wondering what the hell I was used to do after facing a shocking awful reality?
Talking with friends? Working quite hard? Sleeping and crying all day?
Nothing suits on the answer what I want to figure out.
It's much better if I could cut this part down from my head.
Only saying something is a pretty easy thing.
You tell everyone as if you're working on it.
But, you're not. Are you?
Everyone knows you're not.
That's why they keep telling you, if you do you can do it.
Let's start to try whatever you can do right now.
You don't have to be nervous if you're just thinking about those stuff.
Don't afraid. Don't thing about escaping. You do, you get at least something.
Even if it's not a desire what you want, you would get something.
Cheer up and hang on it.
