dont know where to write down first. these days we have talked the feture about a merriage and the life. i feel that you have a nice plan about the feture. you are a perfect man. but im just a litt;e girl. i know nothing about a full life. i need your care. i must.must learn how to be a good girl friend and a good wife. i need as much as possible time to study! from caring you to caring a family.
i remember that the four things you do for me to move me deeply. first of all, you plan to buy the pill for me. though you forgot it finally, i got your mind. morever, you hold me up when crossing a mission of water. third, you made a purple crystle bracelet for me. you made it by yourself for me. i like it very very much. cause it was made by man dear man.
yesterday, you told me you went to zhujiang new town. i know you just want to meet me. i wanna,too. so we date to meet at cahnggang. you said you guess that i have to carry too much things there. so you join me and go thetre together. this is another thing what moved me.
you said you were a "big man" before. in deed, i feel that you are, too now. though i can adjust to your character step by step, but i hope that 你可以尽量避免比D太大压力噶要求或者寄望比我. 令到我好怕你有咩唔满意. most importantly, i hate..yes! hate! hate that any women about your past keep in touch with you. so you must ignore them any time. this order. though i trest you. this point must be pointed!
today you call me. and then i called back you. you give your cell phone to your mom at last! you know i scared to death?
i dont ready well. i dont know how to talk to your mom probably. 
keep worrying how to be with your mom and the feture.
please dont worry, i wont leave you even though i meet a handsome man. cause i know who i need is you. i have my answer in my heart.
the same answer as you, is it?