serveral days ago, i met your mother. maybe she thought its nice of my first impression.にひひ but i thought that i behaved not so good. next time i have to bring some little gift to her. after dinner, when we went to the metro station, i were not so happy after reading the fucking SMS sent by my sister. but i dont want him to know that my sister sent the SMS to me. so i hesitated to tell him what happend. so he was upset about what happened to me. he misunderstanded that i was not happy to see him smoke. he throw the cigarette out without any words and be hand in hand with me. he explained what meaning his weibo was. but acturally i wasnt unhapply for that reason, he didnt know. but he cared it very much. he was afraid that im unhappy. i was moved by his behave.


i said the wrong words yesterday. i shouldnt said the word"部署好".しょぼん he didnt like this word. he cared about how i look him as. okay i regernized it. i will remember it. and when i do the wrong thing, i cant talk with him with a no serious expression.


yesterday evening i told my mom that i am falling in love with him. she was not obiect but she point out that i must love my body love myself. i will and he will,too, i know,パンチ!