Canada kite kara hajimete kaku...
shikashi japanese tukaenai PC...
i just feel so hard to expless my feeling w/ my own words.
everything is foreign.
jpn is kind of stupid world cuz everybody just wanna be same.
i can't understand why japanese people doesn't have
high Eng ability even people have the Eng lesson over 6 years.
and actually, it's me.
i already told my best friends about this.
"i always wanna try to speak in Eng, but i always feel like who i am.
i am a japanese. i've grown up in jpn. all i can understand well is JAPANESE.
only japanese makes me so emotional.
my English ability is soooo lower than any other European. i don't feel it's a natural thing.
Cuz even if they've NOT learned English so long time like 2 years,
they speak well better than Asians who have taken the Eng lesson for over 6 years.
i'm not in trouble, but i just feel unfair."
i hate me so much, now.