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Call me the place where my heart is buried,
where my body is dead in dreams about his
hidden desires.
I told so long to find me again.
Tell about a life to, that I have not even seen,.
It was my sole existence.

I saw you, your light was not so hidden.
Among all the noise I heard pounding your little heart,
metallic it sounded, all my equal.
I could just understand, the desire to taste on my tongue.
Oh the pain but was how cute...

Unholy, my thoughts were always.
From sin dripping, I wanted to hold on with my
 red hand.
Death was always next to me, I could perceive
his body odor.
Feel his hands around me.
The greed broke me. Totally and completely.

It's so bold, for something to crave that was not mine?
My ego wanted to tell me.
I chose to love you, even if your heart belonged to
someone else.
Sweet I in pain, twisted and air snapping disintegrated.
Why does love hurt so bitter sweet?

My thoughts circled around to you and me,
was it forbidden to you?
I was so fed up, to watch you, only from a distance
to dream, as it might have been?
My heart's put out so many blows, let me stand in the cold.

I wanted to, your love oh so feel heat.
For this I leave my old self, tore up the shadows.
I ran over to friends in life.
My love for you have sung, friends vowed my constancy.
Until I saw how you were affectionate to someone else.

And then there was by all alone.
My heart broke it - like a thousand jars made of diamond.
I gasped - this time not for the love of friends.
I saw this red world die. My ego rust.
Consumed by poison the jealousy I saw only one thing.
Your sweet spirit in my hands.

I cursed everything, your life, your love.
My own self for the stupidity of stubbornness.
I dropped me to pieces of your doom.
The hate eroded me and my soul.
My Klein's heart's coughing before the poison of revenge.

How far will I have to run yet for this?
To forget about what I saw, what I wanted.
Me's screams so loud rushing a thousand storms
my thoughts revolve around themselves - stop looking
for something.
I whisper these words, which are shaped in anger again.

Let me forget you.
Let's leave me the world.
Without a piece that is about you.
Without a stitch in the heart which is bitter as the misery
in my veins.

Buried deep beneath the warm Earth,
that you've made from your ashes.
To hold me forever,
as a final gift too if I can feel it anymore.