Be focus

I decide on my aim. This isn't dream. This is aim in next year. Next year, I want to go to UK. If there is my school's volunteer program that it is go to UK in summer, I will definitely choose the program. And, I want to go to China to study abroad. I want to become speaking both English and Chinese. If I go to both UK and Chinese, I will be happy but I may go to both. Perhaps, I can't go to either. I hopeless both but I want to go to either one.


I must decide on my dream. Now, I am more ambitious to go to abroad. I will search the job that I can go to abroad. I must believe myself.

I AM CAPABLE OF FIGHTING

Today, I speak English very much. I feel I am capable of speaking English better than now. I feel I can develop my skill better than now. If I am ambitious to develop, I can develop. I always have ambition, fear and confidence me.

Last week, I went to English club. I made new friends then. It's very wonderful, but the party is crazy. I enjoyed, but I like party that it don't join a lot of people.

I am recently afraid of the radioactivity in Japan. It is not known each Japanese people to how much danger or many information. We want to know about Hukushima power plant, but Japanese government is keeping the secret. I have a claim to know about present situation of the power plant. I'm afraid of how Japan change from this accident.

I want to live this country sometimes. So, I decide to come back this country sometimes. It's not easy. I am thinking how to come back here. I like not only Japan, but I also like this country. I want to go many countries. This is my dream, so I am nothing to plan to give up this dream.

LIFE IS THE ENCOUNTER AND THE GOOD BYE

I thought it's lucky for me to live with this family, but it's misunderstand. Now, I'm afraid of saying good-bye for my family.


I love their smile too much.


I love this life too much.


I love their personality too much.


In spite of I love them too much.



I scary the time of parting. I am feeling the sorrow of parting now.

I feel more and more painful to say good bye, if I am living with them more and more.


Today is very short, but I am weak now.