continue last my blog

　It's too short last my blog, I decided to write over 200 words. So, I write now.


I think my reading, writing, listening, and knowledge of words are developing. I need to study about speaking and grammar skills. Listening skill also need to study more. I know my weak point. This is my advantage.

NEVER MIND TOO RANY SOMMER DAYS

Have I developed since come here? I dont know…　I cant feel confident about good use of this chance. But, I dont think I will finish present state of my English skill. I should try to study more than now. I want to get result of my advance. I cant understand the way to study. And, I want to know whether really developing or not developing my skills. When I arrive in Japan, will I speak English. I need to effort to study English. I try to believe me that I have developed my English skill, but I cant believe completely now. I hate me!!





I try to begin sports, because my friend says "sport is very good for study English and make friends". So, I want to begin to sports. I am looking for no Japanese club, but its not easy. I have many problem. I worry about my future.


And more, I am afraid of leave this country. Its not only horrible to know my skill, but also I worry about parting with my host family.



I used many times to write this paragraph.　That's too bad for me.

I wanna hang in there more and more

At first, Im sorry that i didnt try to up this blog.

Last week, My friend comes to my home whose name is Mami, I fold the strain, because my weak point is dealing with girls. I am weak especially this situation that I stay alone with her in the room. I think you are thinking that why did she come my home? because, she like children. so, she wanted to meet my host sisters. We have played Wii for 2 hours. They like each other. therefore, she will come to this home many times. I am happy, because she is my friend!!



The day before yesterday, I met old friends who are FSP　students. I glad to see them. But, I possibly shouldnt meet them, because I made a vow I must not meet my friends who is known by me in Japan. So, I broken my vow. This day is held soccer games which is the most popular tournament. Therefore, people was too many in this place.






I am recently negative. This is unusual for me. I dont know what is the correct. I cant understand the way to no regret. I wanna develop my English, but I can't think I have really developed my English. Especially, my speaking skill dont at all develop. I am very depress now. The cause of this problem is my character, because I cant begin to talk. This is flaw in my character.


My feeling is the worst.