shock

she didnt understand what i feel.
of corse i know that she is busy.
and its boring for her to listen my school's life.
because she doesnt know about my class mate.


i know everything.
but i wanted to talk to her.
and i listened the story of her boyfriend many times...everytime.


but she was just cold for me.
so i decide not to tell her about my school life.


i felt bad and also she might feel unconfortable.
its no meaning.


i thought she is a best friend, of course still now.


but i don have to talk about my life.
she isnt interested in it.


sorry...today im strict.
but im just shocked.