It is not like my lowest point in my life ,but definitely this is tough.
I want to move forword even though I do not know what I want in the furture. I do not want to stay in the current situation any longer.
Somebody has told me that I may not wanna return to my hometwon and live with my parents because of my mom.
I did understand what meant that was, and made a dicision to go back here. No regrets about that though, why am I feeling like I have lost my sence of direction. Like a child who got lost. Do not know where to go or I belong.
It's been ages to write diary by English. I forget many words and made errors in the spelling.How disappointing.